"Kissing my bf"
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Racists Homophobes Abelists Lolicon/Shotacon fans Israel Supporters Pedophiles Anti Palestinian Over 19 Wilbur Soot Supporters (I honestly dont care if you still listen to his, or Lovejoy's music, just please don't defend his behavior) DreamSMP fans/"Dreamsexuals" Vivzipop Supporters Anti Muslim Christians who crit » Continue Reading
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The worst part, It's how idiotic I looked Begging, pleading even To be anything else for them. My body, It's all I am It's all I ever will be At least in their eyes. They wanted my warmth They wanted my legs open, But they wanted my mouth silenced, They wanted to hear nothing but what we use our bodies to vocalize. L » Continue Reading
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Its hard not to have fantasies of the worlds most prized possession and goal. Expectation, even, love. Wouldn't it be sweet if someone believed you embodied such a beautiful notion. How when they thought of the word love, your face flashes in their mind right? Wouldn't that be wonderful? Until that's all you are. A thought. An idea. Caught up so much in their ideal v » Continue Reading
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I'd never do anything to cause you harm, but if the truth kills you then, by the words of Kant I shall let you die. Though I will, without a shadow I'd a doubt follow you into the afterlife, what if we are ripped apart, up and down? Heaven and Hell? Without hesitation I'd defy all gods for your presence. Ill burn and endure an eternity of agony so you live comfortably, e » Continue Reading
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I let awe spill from my eyes like tears everytime I catch a glimpse of your fleeting beauty. My love for you etched in every movement made toward our happy ending. Every droplet of passion slowly inching its way to you at your feet like spilled blood I'd shed for the one spec of happiness to dance in your eyes. Your smile is something even Aphrodite herself would be truly astonished at, your heart... » Continue Reading
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This year has taught me to be lost and ambitious, I’ve been small, I’ve been big, I’ve been important, I’ve been inconsequential. » Continue Reading
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TW: Self Harm, Suicidal thoughts What am I even good for? To contribute to a dying society that would rather me dead anyway? To be subject to degrading, day in and day out, caused by myself and others.? I just exist. I don’t have a huge purpose, and a determined drive and motivation. I domt have friends, I’m coming to terms with that. I don’t even have a friend in myself. I hurt myself. And I don’... » Continue Reading
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“Can I kiss you?” A question I want to ask you every second of everyday, I know that you’ll say yes, and it’ll frustrate me that I cannot nonetheless. I hate feeling Inadequate. Makes me shake, my heart ache. I am never up to the standard. A never ending race, a record I want to break. Inadequate. I wait for an empty heart to hold my hand, I know it will never come, but here I stand. Try harder ri... » Continue Reading
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I erased myself so many times, I erased, ripped, crumbled, and burned, so many times I was only a name on a page A character in a book, one you forget about until it’s time for the end. I wanted to burn myself into ashes to fit into the hands of death. I thought about what the weather would be the day after I died. I wondered if it would be sunny, like the world didn’t catch on to the tragedy, o... » Continue Reading
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I’m not a social being. I don’t thrive in the company of others, i shut myself out in the presence of other humans. I’m most at peace when by myself. I’d rather drown in the literature of this world than live in it, I’d rather read and listen, watch humans do humanly things and not be one of them. Now I don’t know anymore. Now I wanna do humanly things with you. I want to go shopping for things w... » Continue Reading
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If you broke a bone every time lied, could you walk? If you broke a bone every time you said I love you, and lied, could you walk? If I broke a bone every time I said I love you and lied, i couldn't walk, Because I'm still under a pervious condition of if i were to break a bone every time i I fell in love and believed the phrase I love you was a promise, could you walk. I would've broken every bo... » Continue Reading
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