Boy Made of Porcelain

The worst part,

It's how idiotic I looked
Begging, pleading even
To be anything else for them.

My body,
It's all I am
It's all I ever will be
At least in their eyes.

They wanted my warmth
They wanted my legs open,
But they wanted my mouth silenced,
They wanted to hear nothing but what we use our bodies to vocalize.

Loving and lusting,
Those two confused can create something nuclear
My thoughts flooding hoping they will one day,
See me, acknowledge me
As something more than a doll left outside,
Sitting in the grass, 
cold rain hitting the porcelain cheeks of something so beautiful
Yet damaged and chipped 

But of course my porcelain was too heavy
I couldn't move as if I wanted to leave,
At the time, I didn't really want to
Despite me giving you all of me even my flesh,
And you used it then threw it away once your use for it was done with
I still felt as if you could love me if i was still of use to you
If i could satisfy you, 
You may break the porcelain and see a boy worthy of loving,
Not just lusting.


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What a beautiful n sad poem, I loved it I also really liked how u wrote it, you r really good!!!


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OH MY LORD THANK YOU SO MUCH ML

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jsjdhjsjdj for nothing sweetheart ( ´ ▽ ` ).。o♡

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