Sunday, September 8, 2024 8:25 PM This is so shit... wow, looking back at my past entries made me feel even shittier.. i'm so ashamed of myself, how i keep disappointing me every damn time.. i think having hope is useless.. life only gets worse. (maybe not) i turned 20 this august, and nothing much has changed. I really do love having a partner though, we've been together for a year and a couple o... » Continue Reading
Sunday, September 8, 2024 8:25 PM This is so shit... wow, looking back at my past entries made me feel even shittier.. i'm so ashamed of myself, how i keep disappointing me every damn time.. i think having hope is useless.. life only gets worse. (maybe not) i turned 20 this august, and nothing much has changed. I really do love having a partner though, we've been together for a year and a couple o... » Continue Reading
Hello, it's me.. So much stuff happened. I am 19. i honestly don't remember half of the stuff that occurred in my life. i have had a partner for almost 5 months. We're happy, I think. idk College's pretty nice so far. We just had a party last night. had a blast. Also, i have a nose piercing now.....i want more Nothing much has changed, and it's kind of disappointing. I want to end my life. All of ... » Continue Reading
Current song playing: "Everybody wants to rule the world" By Tears For Fears Hello again, I've come back.. I forgot i even have this, it's now 2023. I pretty much changed, like- my views and opinions on stuffs have change- but not for the better i think, i wish i » Continue Reading
04/19/2022 Current Song Playing: Cherry Bomb - The Runaways Current Feeling: Fucking motivated and energized for no fucking reason. i don't know! My lips are quivering as if it has a life on it's own, It's weird- I'm not moving them or anything.. I don't know why I'm writing a blog entry or what's it for.. most of my blog entries are a bunch of dog shit anyways. Y » Continue Reading
I think i have a solution and already know the answer to my problem This is it folks, you're about to witness the coolest version of me ever existed Only a few more steps to go and i'll be achieving it.... well not like i have something to prove to you people. I'm only doing this solely for my own entertainment only. I don't need to please everyone nor do i need to "show- » Continue Reading
I would never imagine myself admitting this but yea, fuck it I miss him. But i have moved on.. i don't like him as a person for what he has done to me and my feelings. But as much as I hate to say this but i fucking miss him. I miss the bare minimum shits he did to me, it made me somewhat happy. He can ignore me for weeks but a one single interaction with me would take all my loneliness away. I cr... » Continue Reading
HI ! I don't quite know how to use this yet but i know this'll be fun and worth using haha. What do you do on this site anyways?? I found this site randomly while scrolling through twitter and decided to give it a try... I am currently writing this on my laptop, 12;43 AM on a Thursday night, or should i say day ? lmao I didn't know i'd actually be making an account » Continue Reading