So I'm not preg, YAY. But my life has gotten so. much. worse. Like I'm sick of this shit man, it feels like my life ended before it even got a chance to start. I had one opportunity to start over, start fresh, especially since I'm going to a new school. But as I always do, I fucked it up. I now fear going outside because of the potential chance I'm going to get jumped. Someone also has been listen... » Continue Reading
Honestly, my life has been shit. So much has happened over the course of 2 months, ranging from, meeting new friends, threatening my ex, all the way to possibly being fucking pregnant. And that there is a huge problem within itself. There has been so many feelings and confusion going around trying to process everything I'm going through. I've also figured out that I'm most likely schizophrenic bec... » Continue Reading
For the first time in actual years, my birthday went really good!! It was just me and immediate family just playing games and drinking. We went to the park as well and that was probably my favorite part. Also, one of my gifts were MELANIE MARTINEZ CONCERT TICKETS!!! I'm so fucking excited, I've been wanting to see her for forever!! I go June 22nd :). Toodles, -TwitchyGnat » Continue Reading
I got super fucked up last night, I decided to get crossfaded haha, it was so fun. I was so fucking happy and I was spinney, it was just so nice. I was like floating at that point. I just remember laying down staring at my LED lights and just thinking of how good life can really be. No one in my family noticed which was good, but I was having the time of my life. Signing off, TwitchyGnat » Continue Reading
I took a one month break, (well, forced break) and just got high again for the first time. I feel fantasic. Anyways I'm eating snacks and watching Archer. Peace out GirlScouts -TwitchyGnat » Continue Reading
Today, my sister graduated from high school!!! I'm so proud of how far she's come. It was a bittersweet moment to be honest because that would be the last time we got to see that high school since I transferred schools. The light show and everything was worth it to see my sister and some of my friends walk the stage. Though that was fun and shit, today was really not my day. When we started to go ... » Continue Reading
I just finished school, but I'm not nearly as happy as I thought I would be. My grades werent horrible, but I finished with four A's, one B, and one C. I didn't get to do my English class this year unfourtunetly. I was in the hospital for like a month and went into depression episode for the length of another month, so in total I missed around 2 months of school, maybe more due to sick days. I mea... » Continue Reading
My best friend means the absolute world to me. We've only been friends since July of 2022 but it feels like I've known him FOREVER. He has been with me through the roughest point of my life and I was there through his as well. We were separated back in July of 2023 because of my ex boyfriend. Yeah my ex will probably come up a lot in these because he has made so many major impacts on my life lol. ... » Continue Reading
I have recently gotten out of a relationship. We had been dating for over a year, we started dating April of 2023, and ended May of 2024. For the first few months, it was absolutely fantastic, I loved him he loved me, I thought it was working. Later on, he started being boring and never wanted to do anything anymore. I ignored it for a long time. I ended up getting hospitalized in October (If you ... » Continue Reading