Yap session

So when I started summer school, I met this girl named Grace, who is now my best friend, who introduced me into my now friend group. Grace is literally at my house 24/7 and we often go hang out with Brynn. This is the most I've been outside and socialized in literal years. 

I finished summer school!! I think I passed everything, the only thing I'm not sure about is Health because it was really annoying and I hate watching videos like that for hours on end, plus i passed it last year why the hell did I have to do it again??

Anyways, my friends right now are the only things keeping me going, I mean I have a job, but I haven't been able to go due to chronic illness. I started having really bad nausea and vomiting, then my symptoms progressively got worse. I del with muscle weakness, joint and muscle pain, pseudo seizures, horrible headache, fatigue, dizziness, confusion, balance issues, and just so many more freaking issues, its so annoying, especially with my family not believing me.

Speaking of family, we are not on good terms at all. I'm not going into detail about anything really, but it's getting to a point where i'm most likely getting kicked out at 18, sent back to my dads house in texas, or put back in residential. They don't want to deal with me.

Although my life hasnt been the best, I'm greatful for my friends being here.

Oh and I met one of my online friends of 3 years this past week. I had a lot of fun and he met my friends!! Although I fear there's now a division. He was one of my best friends too, if he has to stop talking to me, that will suck, but I'd understand. (No nothing what youre probably assuming I just don't want to talk about it on here cause its TMI LOL).

I hope I get my chronic stuff figured out, they did an upper GI endoscopy, and a barium swollow. They didn't find much except the fact that i have a crap ton of acid in my stomach that they are assuming is caused by stress, and that if I don't get it down it will get worse. Which is impossible with my living situation. Then they found out i'm fucking lactose intolerant?????? That's the most random shit ever.