Life as of recentely

Honestly, my life has been shit. So much has happened over the course of 2 months, ranging from, meeting new friends, threatening my ex, all the way to possibly being fucking pregnant. And that there is a huge problem within itself. There has been so many feelings and confusion going around trying to process everything I'm going through. I've also figured out that I'm most likely schizophrenic because of how horrible my paranoia and delusions are, along with the hallucinations. I'm officially off all my psych meds so that's probably why I'm losing my mind. But hey, I'm coping better than I have been in my entire life. I'm looking forward to my doctor appointment especially since I can find out if I'm preg or not. Will keep y'all updated haha. Another thing I'm looking forward to is school!! I finally got put back into public school so I'm excited, excited yet so scared cause it's new. I'm not a big fan of change so we will see how that goes. I've already made friends that go to that school so hopefully it won't be too difficult. I hope shit turns up for me, cause if not, well, we shall see.

See you guys again soon!!

-TwitchyGnat