Stuff that happened in res lol

Now time to get to what happened, YIPEE!! Okay so the first residential I went to (the one I was there for 16 days), was probably the craziest thing I experienced. It was an all girls facility fyi. The day I got admitted, there was a girl there who was raping other girls and was super violent, and she was still allowed to stay there, which was crazy. The staff tried to ignore it and say that that wasn't happening. Then a few days later she was arrested, so yeah suck it. The clients were batshit crazy, they were planning on running away, so me and a few people told staff, literally for their own safety. Where I went, we were on a ranch, in the middle of nowhere, in a barn. And there are laws that if you go on someone's livestock property, they can legally shoot you and kill you. So we were literally trying to help them cause they were fucking stupid. They started threatening to jump us in our sleep, destroying our items, destroying property, started verbal and physical fights, and would start pulling the fire alarms if things didn't go their way. It was horrible. On top of that, they kept running away, two of which were gone for 13 hours, in the dark, actual idiots dude. Anyways, because of their stupidity, they kept getting restrained, they got our shoe privileges, outside privileges, TV privileges, and even COUCH privileges taken away, it was insane. The staff also was messing up my meds and my blood draw, they gaslit me so many times, it was such an unprofessional place.

Then, the other residential I went to, it was way less chaotic, but had limited rules, so people were doing some wild shit, including me. People would bring in weed dispos, or would find them on our outings, for example the park, and other times there would be people who'd sneak out. Lowkey, I was one of the people who'd snuck out, and I only did it once. There was this girl and guy I snuck out with, we were out in the city for 4 hours, just doing stupid shit. Like trespassing schools, harbors, and jumping fences. We had ended up finding a weed dispo and took it back with us. we were gone from 11pm to 2am. Surprisingly the night staff didn't even realize we were gone. The girl ended up getting found out and kicked out though, ironically I never did. I ended up seeing 4 people get kicked out, one was for touching other people, one for bullying, and the other two were because of drugs. People ran away every now and then, but not really that chaotic. The night before I left though, was one of the most chaotic nights even the staff had witnessed. Two girls lost their shit and started threatening, breaking plates and cups, breaking property, running in and out of the house, and screaming, non stop screaming. It was scary honestly, and on top of that, a girl had such bad ptsd that she ran out and walked onto a highway (She's okay dw). I ended up losing my shit at one point and was admitted to the hospital, but overall, it wasn't too bad. It was chaotic but fun, I don't know.

Soooo yeah lol welcome to my life!!!