so uh. long time no see :D i've been writing a google doc for our therapist.. i'm supposed to be explaining our symptoms, how they affect us, etc., but reading the dsm n looking at our symptoms, it's making me upset. my pain is real, and i don't want it to be real! :( oh well......i don't even care for a diagnosis anyways!! i don't want one! i don't want proof i'm messed up >:( GRRRR..!! » Continue Reading
kinda weird but like i'm pretty "i'll act how i want and say what i want", but for some reason when it comes to our did specifically i get so nervous about saying anything about it. i'm so worried about how people will see that, and honestly it terrifies me when i don't know what's going on but i've been trying to get better with this, mostly stepping back but not too far so that i can do somethin... » Continue Reading
things feel slow and quiet right now it's 9:38 pm i'm thinking about the people i love i hope they know that i'd do anything for them i still feel terrible for just leaving some friends of mine. it was shitty and it makes me feel like they'd be better off without me but that's not my decision to make, really. if they do want me around, i have no reason to reject that. i'm just glad we can be frien... » Continue Reading
{I haven’t made one of these in a while, kinda forgot about it. Now it’s hard not to think about it because I have lots to say RAAAAAAAAAAAAAA} {I messaged someone last night because I was feeling really upset and I was thinking I was gonna regret it and I’m actually confused but happy now!!!!} » Continue Reading
{I love baking a lot! I especially like baking cakes and cookies!! I've pretty much baked so much cake my brother hates it now- He especially hates the Betty Crocker stuff, I think he's IRL John Egbert /j} {Baking is cool though, I honestly prefer it over cooking! It's more exact, more of a "science"! You also bake a lot more sweet stuff, cooking has actual food ew [rolling eyes emoji] Baking also... » Continue Reading
{I know it's a day late but happy staff revolution anniversary to my friends who aren't even on this site! I forgot to bake the cake -- < {As a way of celebrating the day, I will tell a tale that has grown quite old. A tale from a year and a day ago! A tale that took place on October 14, 2021. » Continue Reading
{She hasn't cried this much until recently. Not noticeably. I keep overhearing her conversations and crying. I wish I could make her feel better} » Continue Reading
{Ok so if you know this game and enjoy it you know about Reina, right? The botanist? Ya I've been getting to marrying her since I love her sooooo much--} - First you need to be a male in the game! Then, you need Reina's flower thingy to be red! But this goes for all bachelors and bachelorettes sooooo.... And then you need a » Continue Reading