therapy

so uh. long time no see :D

i've been writing a google doc for our therapist..

i'm supposed to be explaining our symptoms, how they affect us, etc., but reading the dsm n looking at our symptoms, it's making me upset. 

my pain is real, and i don't want it to be real! :( 

oh well......i don't even care for a diagnosis anyways!! i don't want one! i don't want proof i'm messed up >:(

GRRRR..!!