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marijuana

Category: Life

sometimes life can be to tough and can knock you down, but when you have mental health issues it makes it 10x harder.  so i was around 19 the first time i tried a hard drug i wanted to try it so bad.  after that i only smoked ice and snorted coke i didnt drink or smoke pot.  which at first it was fun then it became and escape.  i finally got clean and went back to my alcohol and could drink a half... » Continue Reading

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random thoughts of the mentally unstable

Category: Life

anyone that suffers mental health issues is never fully stable lol their always a ticking time bomb.  With medication all you do is tame the symptoms you dont fully stop them.  There is different mental health there is your what i call hypos the ones that just play some this stuff up like to much theatrics.  when someone goes crazy they dont do all that most crazy people when they kill they dont l... » Continue Reading

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cheated

Category: Life

its hard when you've been cheated on to trust anyone again, it takes even more when the person your with has done it.  It gives you complexes and makes you feel like your crazy cuz you get feelings and think you pick up on things they do.  they do something without you and you play senerios in your head on what can be going wrong not sure.  It sucks cuz you dont know if you should trust yourself w... » Continue Reading

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OFF GRID LIFESTYLE

Category: Blogging

So I moved to Nevada last March to start my forreal off-grid experience.  We move out here and slept in our truck the first night with our one dog we had.  We then moved to a tent for a month while my fiance made a temporary structure with a carport to store all of our stuff while our house got built.  We had water that we'd bring in we also had solar panels and a generator.  We cooked with propan... » Continue Reading

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Military and branches

Category: Blogging

People don't understand the branches what they all are and what they all do.  I learned alot from my fiance of his branch.  Nobody actually talks about the coast guard why is that can anyone tell me? » Continue Reading

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Health

Category: Blogging

Sorry been MIA been dealing with health issues.  So since I was a child I've had issues with my back nobody believed me about.  Went to the army had 3 kids all dealing with my back till one day I went to the doctor.  He told me I had a low grade spinal bifida occulata (lowest grade), degenerative disc disease, and spondylolisthesis (also low grade).  So pretty much in English I have narrowing of m... » Continue Reading

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Health

Category: Blogging

Sorry been MIA been dealing with health issues.  So since I was a child I've had issues with my back nobody believed me about.  Went to the army had 3 kids all dealing with my back till one day I went to the doctor.  He told me I had a low grade spinal bifida occulata (lowest grade), degenerative disc disease, and spondylolisthesis (also low grade).  So pretty much in English I have narrowing of m... » Continue Reading

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As a child

Category: Life

As a child I was happy and loved life loved all my family.  I was innocent and had a lot of bad come to me.  When I was around 5 or 6 I was forced to lay on my back with my legs and arms in the air like I was a pig, if I moved at all I got smacked in the head with a table leg.  I was spanked with a belt that I wish hit my butt instead of my back, every smack left big welts that would pop.  I was a... » Continue Reading

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Our twisted system

Category: Life

I understand every child should have the best life.  I also believe helping parents instead of making a profit on kids is the best solution.  If a single mother is down and out don't take her kids away try and give her helping resources.  Real resources to help so the mother can stay in the picture.  Don't kick her while she's down that is not what's best for kids.  Real parents that hurt they're ... » Continue Reading

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Kids in foster care

Category: Life

Hi I'm a mother of three.  I lost my children to Michigan cps.  Things that never happened and lies were told in court yet the judge believed them.  My kids said they lied and wanted to come home.  I fought for my kids and got no help from the foster agency they had a plan to take my kids from the rip.  I had a cps case that was closed but since I lived in a motel and knew my rights the cops work ... » Continue Reading

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Hi new here

Category: Friends

Hi I'm new here seeing what this is about so over fb » Continue Reading

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