cheated

its hard when you've been cheated on to trust anyone again, it takes even more when the person your with has done it.  It gives you complexes and makes you feel like your crazy cuz you get feelings and think you pick up on things they do.  they do something without you and you play senerios in your head on what can be going wrong not sure.  It sucks cuz you dont know if you should trust yourself without proof what do you do?  when this happens it makes you feel so off.  when your with someone that has mental health issues and been cheated on before your really messing with fire.  these people are already off and not stable and continiuing to do something like that even when your not doing anything that person still is making it fit to how you did before.  it never fully goes away the feelings always stay make you feel uneasy because you cant prove anything.  just randomness for the day i suppose.