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Category: Blogging
It's usually when I don't follow my own intuition or worse, follow the advice of others about myself and how I should move is when things become stagnant or disastrous for me. I'm a pretty decisive person nowadays and I don't endlessly second guess my decisions. This isn't to say I don't go to friends for advice or reflect if I make a bad choice. There are exceptions to the rule and I am an adapt... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I have been working. I have a schedule. I sleep on time now. The issue with the first part is that this work has been way too all over the place, I make so many commitments to myself and I overwork myself getting small things done here and there because I think that's productivity. It's not, I have to stop kidding myself and finish what I said I would at least 2 weeks ago; to completion. I rebuke ... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHBWvhUgvvU finding good music I mean. » Continue Reading
Category: Travel and Places
It's not as warm as I would like it to be but I know April weather mood swings just come with the territory of living in my state. Where I know I'll get a lot of sun is in Florida in like 2ish weeks so that'll be fun. I'm gonna be at Universal Studios which I have found out doesn't have the Mario theme park I DESPERATELY wanted to go experience. It's in Hollywood instead--WOE. IS. MEEE. I may not... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I woke up earlier than I expected today which is such a great thing. I did some stretches and did 3x25 RDLs with a 40lb kettlebell that I just have lying around in my room. I use it to punish myself (lovingly) whenever I get distracted from my work or I use it when I need to exert some restless energy. Speaking of, I'm really glad I bought a ball chair instead of a normal office chair because it r... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I think that living is an incredible thing. It's obvious and I think I feel that way especially now. Today is the day I realized I don't have to know everything, all I need to know is what I know already. That inner guidance has never set me more ablaze. I feel myself changing in real time. Per usual, there's always something fun to do. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
They're growing a lot longer and pure white!!! I did acrylics once and never again because the guy who took them off said and I quote "Never get them again," and that my nail beds were perfect. I only did it because my mom offered me an appointment with her nail tech. In hindsight the burning on my nail beds from the filing down and chemical sting of the glue should have clued me in that it wasn't... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
The chuck roast is cooking in it's own delicious fatty juices for TEN WHOLE HOURS. And I am making guacamole fresh of course because there is no other way to enjoy it than homemade. I'm sorry vegan Jesus I said I would change but I gotta eat these tacos in t minus 6 hours. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Your crush hating you because you were being too weird and awkward around them but never knowing for sure OR You making up in your head that your crush hates you when they actually liked you back but distanced themselves because your assumption made them think you didn't like them You cannot kill yourself » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I asked someone if there was something greater to our meeting, something 'fated' or 'destined.' He told me no, but that instant spark we both felt was mutual and it was scary for the both of us. I think the fact that we met and there is nothing tying us by fate or fortune just makes this all the more special to me. I wonder what you're thinking. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
This is highly specific and I know the audience I am reaching reads this blog. I hope the fake insomnia turns real and into paranoid schizophrenia which turns into crippling social anxiety which leads into dissociative disorder and you allow all that shit to fester. Then you take a kitchen knife and take that plunge in search of the wires inside your skin or run outside waving it around your neig... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
if you can't, I won't be saving you. » Continue Reading
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