My sleep been messed up its damn near 6am i didnt take my antipsychotics by accident i cant sleep w/o them hoes fucked up if u ask me i tried cold turkeying them and got 3 days i. but then u kno,, the depossession and that thru me in a sling of wack. anyway i have been growing me friendship w K (not the drug, my friend LOL rip Special K XD) and i really love her we def knew each other in past live... » Continue Reading
frog magic, yellow butterfly, possum, spider, oh the banshee lingered that was crazy but v neat, recently i got an impromtu depossession during a party,,, bro. this bih didnt even do it right lol, like the LAST Time i was at their house, i made an Ass out of myself by reading the fuck out of myself using tarot in front of everyone.. im like?? hopefully that wont happen again!! 😅😅😅 SAY SIKE. instea... » Continue Reading
truly honestly and for true i am a simp when it comes 2 girlie pops but in irl when gay tings r happening i freeze up and i could probably write a article on how to lose a bad bitch lmfao. dos and donts including me, girli pops fumbled the bad w me and its like ….. IDK WOMEN R CONFUSING AND IM NOT RLLY BOUT MEN YET I COMMUNICATE BETTER WITH THEM. ITS BC GIRLIES R VERY FRICKEN SPECIAL AND I LACK A ... » Continue Reading
last year around this time i was on hella drugs w a bf who did not give af abt my safety. february is my sober month. like mid february id say. i dumped him around vday or so. the kids in my class rn talkin boit drugs bro i had my DAY in the sun and it straight up caused me schitzoaffective disorder, that and kundalini yoga awakening. spiritual psychosis is a THANG lol miss the mania and the magic... » Continue Reading
going through my stuff from whence i was on drugs, living in squalor i feel SICK that shit has Energetic Residue from Bad Times i cant, it makes me sad and sick and i dont know what to do like it Physically gives me a headache and hurts my stummy i cant touch that shit i feel like ima YACK. into the flames it goes » Continue Reading
i really want to paint at beautiful places. like,, i miss being inspired, the places i usually go to are just not hitting the spot.. i want 2 travel sm and explore cities n towns and then leave whenever i wish. i rlly need a job so i can save 4 a car :,( the sex shop is hiring and i applied. fam says i dont have the personality to do that but i can handle weirdos lmfao (i think) i just dont wanna ... » Continue Reading