february thoughts

last year around this time i was on hella drugs w a bf who did not give af abt my safety. february is my sober month. like mid february id say. i dumped him around vday or so. the kids in my class rn talkin boit drugs bro i had my DAY in the sun and it straight up caused me schitzoaffective disorder, that and kundalini yoga awakening. spiritual psychosis is a THANG lol miss the mania and the magic but i guess im content in depressive stability.. :/ the doctors would rather me be depressed than happy so theycan make MONEY of my sad w their dumbass pills and therapy that just makes me even sadder. 

i miss my mania :,( 

Also!!! im feeling violent!!! :) i hate the bitches in my art class. Violence :) 

aha 

jk..