october brainsoop

My sleep been messed up its damn near 6am i didnt take my antipsychotics by accident i cant sleep w/o them hoes fucked up if u ask me i tried cold turkeying them and got 3 days i. but then u kno,, the depossession and that thru me in a sling of wack. anyway i have been growing me friendship w K (not the drug, my friend LOL rip Special K XD) and i really love her we def knew each other in past lives she is so funny idk what it is bout MY VIRGO RISING GIRLIES???? But im in love with every single one of one of them. i be wanting a new tattoo tho the idea of physically getting it makes me sick ima prob just sharpie it in my skin though i did almost get a stick n poke from my boy D and i love him sm he was there when girliegirl got sent away for bein too happy. oh ya i went to a potluck at buddys food forest that was pretty fun. so many wake up calls. learning and understanding the waves of life the cycles ooof Numerology been a blessing and a confusion on G i love it tho. 123 123456789 123456789 123456789 123. thats how it works. Monthly and Yearly. Nuts. made so many videos and did not post them cuz i have social anxiety and a case of perfectionism :((( saying Fuck That and gettinrdun. lotta healing. i blocked a boy that i was talking to for like a year. its for the best. i dont owe him any explanation cuz last 2 times i tried endin shit w ppl, it took 3 trys each and i dont have the energy for alldat. would like my special time to come around but i need to sleep for that. good night. imamake a part two tmro morning cuz i actually rlly enjoy having a space 2 rammble this is slay