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the weak will rise again

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Let’s Talk About Bad People! Alright, kiddos, listen up! Let’s chat about those meanies who think they can get away with being bad. Spoiler alert: they don’t get happy endings! You know those bullies who push everyone around? Yeah, they think they’re so cool, but guess what? The universe loves to trip them up! They end up alone and miserable. Ha! And those “nice guys” who act sweet but only want s... » Continue Reading

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back + apologising

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I hate it so much that no one will remember me when I die since I haven't accomplished anything noteworthy or nice while I was here. I detest it and it makes me want to cry. To be honest, I'm falling to my feet and I want that someone will remember me when I pass away. However, how could I even be remembered? When I temporarily stopped posting on Spacehey, no one was DMing me to find out where I w... » Continue Reading

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going insane (again)

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I really hope i'm enough for you readers. Sometimes I feel like i'm not, and that scares me because I think you'll find someone a more interesting and fun blogger. Someone who can write everything I can't. Someone 'better' than me.  Is it crazy of me to feel this way? Please tell me it is.  Tell me i'm more than enough, and that you'll always read my blogs. Please. » Continue Reading

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send me anonymous questionz

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Hey everyone! I'm doing anonymous questions again! ^-^ If you have anything you want to ask or share, just click the link down below and send me your thoughts. I’d love to hear from you! » Continue Reading

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starting my wattpad-era

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Hey everyone! :3 So, I’ve decided to dive into the world of Wattpad! I know, it might sound a bit cliché, but hear me out. Life has been feeling a bit suffocating lately, and I really need a creative outlet to escape into!! Writing has always been my happy place, and what better way to express myself than through stories? I’m super excited to share my thoughts, feelings, and wild ideas with all of... » Continue Reading

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suffocating, i need to run away.

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I don’t even know where to start. I feel like I’m drowning in this overwhelming sea of emotions, and I just want to run away from it all. My home life is a mess, and it’s weighing me down more than I can handle. Let’s talk about my mom. I don't think she loves me. I mean, she says she does, but it’s hard to believe when she barely pays attention to me. It feels like I’m just a ghost in my own home... » Continue Reading

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torn between two choices.

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 I’m 16, and let me tell you, family life is not what I dreamed it would be. It feels like I’m stuck in this never-ending cycle of arguments and abuse. I know a lot of people say, “Just wait until you’re older, and you can move out!” But here’s the thing: I want to move out NOW. It’s like I can see a life where I can breathe, make my own decisions, and not feel like I’m walking on eggshells all th... » Continue Reading

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silk-chan shenanigans

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if you knew me before 2024, you have a legal right to ask me for a 16 page apology letter written in platinum carbon ink with a quill, sent to you by a carrier pigeon » Continue Reading

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misconceptions surrounding hikikomoris

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Hikikomori is a term that has gained some recognition, but it’s often misunderstood. At its core, hikikomori refers to individuals, usually young adults, who withdraw from social life and seek extreme isolation, often staying in their rooms for six months or more. However, there are many misconceptions about what it means to be a hikikomori, and it’s important to clarify these points. #1. Hikikomo... » Continue Reading

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'64 Little White Things' scratches my brain

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There’s a song that haunts me in the best and worst ways, and it’s called “64 Little White Things.” Every time I listen to it, it scratches an itch in my brain that I can barely articulate. It’s like the melody wraps around my thoughts, pulling at something deep inside me, something I can’t quite grasp..!? X_X The lyrics resonate with a kind of melancholy that feels both familiar and foreign. It’s... » Continue Reading

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"femcel-core" SHUT UP!! >0<

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Let’s get one thing straight: I’m tired. Tired of scrolling through social media and seeing girls calling themselves “femcels” while they’re living lives I can only dream of. They post about their “struggles” in relationships, but let’s be real—these girls have boyfriends, multiple talking stages, and a social life that would make anyone envious. Meanwhile, I’m here, a reluctant hikikomori, feelin... » Continue Reading

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一体なぜ私は生きているのか。私は死ぬに値する。

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毎日鏡を見ると、見知らぬ人が見えます。私を振り返っているこの奇妙な女の子は誰ですか?怖い、本当に怖い、鏡に何かを投げて割ってしまいたいくらいです。自分自身を見たくない。 とても疲れるし、とても消耗する。すべて。学校は私を肉体的にも精神的にもダメにしてしまいます。学校にいる人たちは寄生虫で、他人が苦しんでいるのを見ることで生き延びる吸血ヒルだ。私は彼らにそのような喜びを与えません、私は学校では幸せなマスクをかぶっていますが、家では崩れ落ちます。 「シルクちゃん、そんなにここが嫌なら自殺すればいいの?手首を切って死ねば?」 とにかく生きる価値がない。私はスペースの無駄で、学校に行き、何も学ばず、いじめられ、ただ家に帰って、自分の人生がいかに最悪かをインターネット上にゴミブログを投稿します。私がここに書いた駄文は誰も読まないでしょうが、なぜ読むのでしょうか?私はひどい人間です。きっと皆さんも私が... » Continue Reading

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