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Hikikomori is a term that has gained some recognition, but it’s often misunderstood. At its core, hikikomori refers to individuals, usually young adults, who withdraw from social life and seek extreme isolation, often staying in their rooms for six months or more. However, there are many misconceptions about what it means to be a hikikomori, and it’s important to clarify these points. #1. Hikikomo... » Continue Reading
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There’s a song that haunts me in the best and worst ways, and it’s called “64 Little White Things.” Every time I listen to it, it scratches an itch in my brain that I can barely articulate. It’s like the melody wraps around my thoughts, pulling at something deep inside me, something I can’t quite grasp..!? X_X The lyrics resonate with a kind of melancholy that feels both familiar and foreign. It’s... » Continue Reading
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Let’s get one thing straight: I’m tired. Tired of scrolling through social media and seeing girls calling themselves “femcels” while they’re living lives I can only dream of. They post about their “struggles” in relationships, but let’s be real—these girls have boyfriends, multiple talking stages, and a social life that would make anyone envious. Meanwhile, I’m here, a reluctant hikikomori, feelin... » Continue Reading
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毎日鏡を見ると、見知らぬ人が見えます。私を振り返っているこの奇妙な女の子は誰ですか？怖い、本当に怖い、鏡に何かを投げて割ってしまいたいくらいです。自分自身を見たくない。 とても疲れるし、とても消耗する。すべて。学校は私を肉体的にも精神的にもダメにしてしまいます。学校にいる人たちは寄生虫で、他人が苦しんでいるのを見ることで生き延びる吸血ヒルだ。私は彼らにそのような喜びを与えません、私は学校では幸せなマスクをかぶっていますが、家では崩れ落ちます。 「シルクちゃん、そんなにここが嫌なら自殺すればいいの？手首を切って死ねば？」 とにかく生きる価値がない。私はスペースの無駄で、学校に行き、何も学ばず、いじめられ、ただ家に帰って、自分の人生がいかに最悪かをインターネット上にゴミブログを投稿します。私がここに書いた駄文は誰も読まないでしょうが、なぜ読むのでしょうか？私はひどい人間です。きっと皆さんも私が... » Continue Reading
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Who Am I, Anyway? Lately, I’ve been feeling like I’m living in a dream—no, more like a nightmare. Everything around me feels so distant, like I’m watching my life unfold through a foggy window. It’s this strange thing called derealization, and it’s making me question everything about my existence. Who am I even??.. Some days, I look in the mirror and barely recognize the person staring back at m... » Continue Reading
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I’ve been thinking a lot about dreams lately—specifically, the kind that haunt me at night. You know, the ones where I’m dating guys who are older, wiser, and seem to have it all figured out. It’s like I’m searching for something that’s always just out of reach, and I can’t help but wonder if it all boils down to my daddy issues. Growing up, my dad was never really there for me. It’s like I was in... » Continue Reading
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ohh myyy gawwwwwwwww T_T i recently had a run in with some losers online, and they were all crying about like "umm trigger warning plzz" over an anime character with a tiny nosebleed. this type of person would never survive in the real world, and this is coming from a school-reluctant hikikomori. (hiki that gets forced 2 go to school by gov) its honestly crazy. i get tw over gore, but a nosebleed... » Continue Reading
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Hey everyone! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ I’m back and feeling more motivated than ever! After taking some time for myself, I’ve realized how much I missed writing and connecting with you all. I’m going to make it a goal to put out at least one blog post every day from now on! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و I can’t wait to » Continue Reading
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Awww, you're not going to believe this! >_ < So, there's this guy that I've known since we were little kids, and we'll call him Tsunami :P When we were younger, I actually had a tiny crush on him, but he had some anger management issues, so I ended up being attracted to his friend instead. And get this, that friend totally friendzoned me when I was like 9! Can you believe it? :0 Anyway, fast forwa... » Continue Reading
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i cant take it anymore. this world is suffocating me. im tired of the constant stress my family puts on me, the hell i go through at school. this world is tainted and is beyond fixing. i have come to the conclusion that we are all doomed, for humans are inheretly evil. we have to escape, we have to, there is no other choice. » Continue Reading
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Eeep, you guys, I'm just so excited to share all the places I wanna visit! ヽ(♡‿♡)ノ First up, South Korea! 🇰🇷 I'm a huge K-pop fan, especially of groups like TWICE and NewJeans. But don't worry, I'm not one of those crazy "stans" who will doxx anyone who doesn't like my faves. (ಥ_ಥ) I just really enjoy the music and the whole K-pop scene in general. Plus, the food in Korea looks absolutely amazing,... » Continue Reading
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