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delusion performance

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"Who are you when you're not performing for the people in your mind?"  Well, to be frank, I am no one. I thrive on performing ; it keeps me going. The expectancy they have upon me makes me more driven, and I realized that my tendency of pleasing others doesn't only limit to those that exist. » Continue Reading

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Cool Silk chan facts ;; #1

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After death is the same as before birth. You've already experienced the nothingless void, Why are you so afraid? » Continue Reading

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thoughts part 2

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Something i think about often is how all the greatest minds in history were all a little disturbed.  Can you think of an artist who never went mad?  A leader who wasn't corrupted?  Perhaps a poet who didn't drown in his own words? Is all the knowledge of this world so heavy, that the more you gain, the faster you spiral into insanity? » Continue Reading

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i'm strange #2008

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Millions of thoughts running through my head, do any of them mean anything? I collect scars because i want to proof that i am paying for whatever sins i have comitted. » Continue Reading

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sooo, crushes ?

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when i have a crush on someone i dont kick my feet or twirl my hair, instead i am in my kitchen at 3am pacing in circles with my hands clasped behind my back like some middle-aged divorced detective haunted by a cold case she just cannot crack. i let it consume me whole. that's why i stick to fictional characters! » Continue Reading

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doomed ;;;;;;

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I am too busy intellectualizing my suffering to let the depth of my emotions move me to action !! Thank you semicolon. » Continue Reading

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art & love

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Art and love are the same, it's the process of seeing yourself in things that are not you. » Continue Reading

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Pyrrhic victory ;;

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A Pyrrhic victory is a victory that inflicts such a devastating toll on the victor that it is tantamount to defeat.  Such a victory negates any true sense of achievement or damages long-term progress. The phrase originates from a quote from Pyrrhus of Epirus, whose triumph against the Romans in the Battle of Asculum in 279 BC destroyed much of his forces, forcing the end of his campaign. » Continue Reading

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sin-eater;;

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A sin-eater is a person who consumes a ritual meal in order to spiritually, take on the sins of a deceased person. The food was believed to asborb the sins of a recently dead person, thus absolving the soul of the person. Sin-eaters as a consequence, carried the sins of all the people whose sins they had eaten; they were usually feared and shunned. » Continue Reading

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why?;;;

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because there is no answer greater than silence, and no punishment greater than forgiveness. » Continue Reading

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the narcissist who hates herself

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In a world that loves self-confidence, I find myself stuck in a weird spot. I’m a narcissist, but I also really hate myself. It’s strange to feel both proud and ashamed at the same time. (。•́︿•̀。) I often wonder how I got here. Was it the endless praise by teachers when I was younger, or the harsh criticism that came later? Both sides shaped me into someone who craves attention but also feels unco... » Continue Reading

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please i cant stand my reflection

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 i hate my face and my body and my voice and my personality and my life. I hate it i hate my face so much oh my semicolon i want to barf sometimes when i look at myself why do i look like that why cant i be beautiful and skinny and cute why do i have to look so deformed and ugly i hate it so much it pains me i want to break my mirror with a hammer and then break myself ugly people like me dont des... » Continue Reading

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