back + apologising

I hate it so much that no one will remember me when I die since I haven't accomplished anything noteworthy or nice while I was here. I detest it and it makes me want to cry. To be honest, I'm falling to my feet and I want that someone will remember me when I pass away.

However, how could I even be remembered? When I temporarily stopped posting on Spacehey, no one was DMing me to find out where I was or how I was doing. You guys used to nickname me Spacehey Princess. I guess you all forgot about me. I mean, am I not so full of myself? I don't even deserve to beg them to come back to me, even if I expect them to fall to their knees. I should get help for my numerous mental health problems rather than wailing and moaning on blogs. I sincerely apologies to anyone these writings have ever annoyed.

My outlet of choice has been the Spacehey Blog option. I have a terrible home life, but no one really gets me. I utilised the internet as a way to escape from everything, and the blog feature helped me feel better. I could be Silkchan if I log onto SpaceHey. I could post blogs about how miserable my life is and log off like Silkchan. Nobody would be aware of me or my true identity, nor would they care or notice. It was flawless. At least that's what I believed. I developed a craving for internet attention once I started getting called SpaceHey princess. Perhaps as a result of my parents' lack of interest in me.