"Can't Sleep"
19, on the verge of tears
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Category: Life
My sleep schedule is so fucked. I woke up at 1 am after going to bed at 10 pm. That's only like 3 hours of sleep. This has been happening every night and I can't get my schedule back on track no matter what I do. I haven't been able to take naps for some reason so everyday I have eyebags under my eyes and everyone tells me I look tired and wondering if I even sleep. Like, I'm trying to get in some... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm getting a new phone because my old one started to glitch out randomly and this morning I dropped it off my bed and the screen came off. I have a pretty good case on my phone but still, the screen just popped off from a 3 foot drop. Then again, my old phone is over 3 years old and phones aren't made to last. It's just common practice for your average person who can afford a phone. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I got this strange mania induced urge to write a book. Like a whole fucking book. It's about teenagers living in the Ozarks and surviving life. It's set in the real world and the the whole point of the book is to take a good look at reality through the lenses of poor, mentally ill, lgbtq, poc teenagers living in a red state during the Biden administration. It takes place while they're in high scho... » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
I'm just tired of everything. This administration is draining me, I look older than I am. My eye bags are getting worse. I'm so glad I have reliable health insurance now that the "big beautiful bill" is probably gonna get passed if the house doesn't get their shit together. I just want to be able to see the day where that orange fucker dies. But it's so hard to not feel like dying every second. My... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I just had a withdraw induced mental breakdown because I ran out of vape pods two days ago and couldn't get them until today. I was genuinely tweaking and that's bad. I literally cried so much and hyperventilated over nicotine. This addiction isn't fun and cool and anyone who says people only vape or smoke or anything like that are doing it to look cool are fucking stupid. I started doing this to... » Continue Reading
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Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
I need new shoes because my old ones are starting to die on me. The soles are coming off and the print is fading, the laces are beat up and stuff. I just need new shoes, but shit thing is, is that I don't have the money to buy new shoes. So yeah, I'm kinda fucked. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm home alone for the day and I feel weird. I've been on a cleaning bender for some time now, I did 3 loads of laundry, did the dishes, and swept the floors. I also have this weird feeling like I should go outside and skate, but it's currently raining out now so I can't do that. I just feel strange being home alone, I always feel like I'm a lazy bastard but when I'm alone, I'm the most productive... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
I once again, changed my spacehey layout to fit my current mood, and that mood is, I think i'm genuinly going insane and Korn is the only thing keeping me from pulling the plug on everything and killing myself:) » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm so tired of everything. It feels like in the near future, nothing I do is gonna matter. Anyways, hoping to find my purpose in life soon because if not, the psych ward is looking very much like a permanent place for me. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm taking abreak from the comic that I'm putting together and writing a story in google docs. It's the story of a ghost falling in love with a living person and it's tragic but in the end the living person dies due to unfortunate circumstances and they exist in the haunted house together for eternity. Side note: The living person does not unalive themselves. It's not that crazy and dramatic. » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
I'm making a comic right now. Currently just trying to flesh everything out and organize the timeline. I don't know where I'm gonna post it but it will probably be on webtoon or something. It's called, The Lives and Times of Teenage Gods The premis is that it's like a soap opera where it follows 12 teenagers who later learn th » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Just posted my first fan fiction on AO3 and honestly... I'm so sorry to anyone who finds it because it's my first fic and it's hurt no comfort. Someone save my soul and make sure that people don't cry over this shitty thing. Anyways, hope you have a good day cos I'm not :_) » Continue Reading
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