"Can't Sleep"
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Category: Life
It feels like I can't say what I want to say and be who I want to be anymore. With new ledguslation in AMerica and how things are going, I feel like I have no autonamy anymore. SOmetimes I wish nuclear war would just start and everything would be over with, or the sun could explode sooner than anticipated. It just seems so pointless to live now. I have no money, no job, no food, and I can't find a... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I didn't get that job. I'm so pissed because every time I try and get a job, they don't like my schedule, Like sorry I take classes in the morning, those are the only time I can take my classes. I applied to Dominos and am waiting on them to even respond, but yeah, I'm gonna be job hunting for a long time. Sorry I'm ranting about things that are kind of out of my control, I just feel like shit bec... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've been going on walks recently, and I really like it. Just looking at the world around me and taking a break from the rush of modern society is really good. I really recommend just doing an activity like walking or going to the park and taking things slow, if you don't have the time I understand, but if you ever get the opportunity, just go outside into nature in some way and see the beauty of ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I'm going to an interview to see if I'm qualified to get a job, I'm really excited and can't wait. I really need a job right now so this is really just exciting for me. I hope I get the job I applied for and actually start getting a paycheck. I'm so ready for a job right now so this is great for me. The job I applied to was at five below so it's not gonna be that much money, just minimum wage, but... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I hate the fact that I can't make friends, the only friend I have is someone in my family and that's family so it doesn't really count as being a friend. I just feel so alone. All my high school friends either turned out to be fake, are dead, or are busy living their lives. I can't seem to make any new friends in college, which I find very shitty. I just want to go out sometimes, have fun, and spe... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
College just started up again and I feel so tired already. I haven't been able to get any good nights sleep and I'm having to retake a class I already did because I failed it the first time. I remember how I failed, but this class just seems so easy to me because I already took the bulk of it. I'm so done with myself but at leats I'm not going to make the same mistakes I did my first year. My firs... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I just started watching Twin Peaks and I have to say it's very interesting. It delves in to the type of off putting media that I like. I haven't finished it so If anyone gives me spoilers you will be blocked and I will try and have to find a way to erase my memory. I'm on episode three or four if you count the pilot and I'm going onto the next episode. I really want the secret diary of Laura palme... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Anyone ever realize hat you've been dreaming of the backrooms since you were a little kid. It makes sense though because in most dreams your in a familiar place all alone. I had a couple dreams where I was in a pink house, in a field with identical houses, my childhood neighborhood, and the poolrooms. It makes sense to me that the backrooms is based on liminal spaces and liminal spaces are partial... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I think about the backrooms regularly. Yes, in the big 2025, I still think about the backrooms. I've had dreams where I was lost in the pool rooms or lost in some empty pink house that resembled something like the backrooms. It's invaded my mind since I found it. Nothing has every done this to me like the backrooms has. I find it quite comforting and nostalgic as I'd always been left home alone wh... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
This quitting journey has been stressful and difficult, I went into a gas station and almost bought a whole new set of vape products, but I made myself remember the little amount of money I have. I hate the fact that I even got into vaping and everyone in the house is worried I'm gonna have another mental break. But I'm staying strong. This has been a crazy thing for me. When I was a kid, I always... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I'm quitting vaping. This is going to be a big struggle for me, but I need to quit. It's so expensive and it has ruined my mental health in more ways that one. I hate the fact that I got into it, so now I'm taking the steps to quit. I'd been vaping since high school and since then I couldn't live without it, but now I'm gonna learn to live without this addiction. This is a really big step in my li... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
My hyper fixation throughout my entire life that I could never get over and still can't get over is Littlest Pet Shops aka LPS. LPS have been a big part of my life and I'm sad to say I lost almost all of my childhood LPS and don 't have them anymore, but I'm trying to rebuild my collection through different means. These plastic pets have always brought me comfort in times of hardship and I love th... » Continue Reading
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