there really is something about socializing that drains the heck out of me. if i think about it more acutely, my eyes feel the most out of the experience. Sunglasses for All will be my global campaign. I think a lot of my social experiences would greatly improve User (me) Experience if I had a darker filter on the world. God, are my eyes tired. 16 August 2025 (10:32 PM) » Continue Reading
maybe i will die from stress. when i am dealt with upsetting events, i feel such extreme mental anguish and it feels like my brain is about to experience fragmenting explosions around my skull—just about to. i showered right after the most recent experience, washed my hair, and now i feel better. reflecting back on it, my head feels heavy again, but it's probably good i can't recreate the exact fe... » Continue Reading
The oscillating-self boomerangs once more. Often, when I walk my dog, I wear headphones and sing out loud. In a way, it's an exposure therapy of sorts. I really like singing, but I'm incredibly anxious about being heard. The mathematics to circumvent that is if I do not see anyone who can hear me, then there is no one who can hear me, so I sing as loud as I can to match pitch and tone and intensit... » Continue Reading
Hi all, I watched Superman on Thursday by myself. My friends cancelled because not all of us were able to go together, so it was implied to just watch it on our own accord (whether we wanted to make plans with a smaller group and whatnot). I decided immediately that I would watch it the same day they cancelled, because I like super-hero films and I'm not gonna keep waiting for others! I bought a S... » Continue Reading
Hi, y'all, I haven't written a blog in a minute, but that's because I've been writing on Substack (that's right I made one) ( https://substack.com/@s3nd ). I'm trying it out cause it has a pretty UI but it looks/feels like the typical social media feed (e.g., Twitter) with the addition of writing blogs like here in SpaceHey. I know I mentioned a long time ago that I wish SpaceHey had that feature,... » Continue Reading
When I was younger and not interested in making accounts except for games like battleon (Adventure Quest) in order to play them, I used to visit websites and rewatch YouTube videos to make sure I didn't forget about them, because I didn't want to forget them. For the specific case of YouTube, I would visit creator channels daily, cycling through about 8 or so channels, drawing their names from mem... » Continue Reading
I was eating a Wendy's Baconator a few minutes ago when a DoorDash notification popped up on my phone screen, and I thought about how my family never DoorDash-es Panda Express. I really like Panda Express since I started eating it my senior year of undergrad. I ate it a lot more frequently during my Master's program because I no longer had access to the dining halls and meal swipes that dorming st... » Continue Reading
Hi all, It is almost the end of May and I would like to update you (and me) on what I have been up to this wondrous (just kidding it was just okay for me) month. It was nearly as uneventful as April. My family and I went on a little trip to Idyllwild for three days and Airbnb'ed a cabin and chilled. Since my Marvel Rivals to MH:Wilds to Baldur's Gate 3 stint calmed down, I found myself free once m... » Continue Reading
i freaking hit a corner of my sharp ass door knob and slashed the back of my hand :( i'm bleeding but i put ointment and a Band-Aid on it. i was really sad about it when it happened because i'm real big into self-preservation. it wasn't the pain that bothered me, but rather, that my person was damaged. the healing... the scarring. i worry for the state of my body overall. #anti-self-harm or whatev... » Continue Reading
good morning, beloveds (i'm not sure if that word can be pluralized like that actually) congratulations to all of us for surviving the month of april. this month was kind of long for me, but, as usual, i don't actually remember much of it -- just that it was... 'long'. i've been going out at least once a week to hang out with irls, and i'm still spending a lot of my time each day taking care of my... » Continue Reading
Good evening, my little crows. I went to a yard sale on my street this Palm Sunday (13 April 2025) after church because I like checking out what kind of clothes and electronics people are readily giving up. I got the following (pictured below): 1. Patrick toy that launches his torso up via spring 2. Tinkerbell picture frame 3. Travel book to keep IDs and documents 4. "8 Great Games for Girls" PC D... » Continue Reading
i re-read that i talked about loving playing dress-up in monster hunter wilds but never uploaded any of my fits. here's one -- hopefully it doesn't look as blurry as it does in this preview as i'm writing it lol black is basic whatever ill die on this hill, also goth, alt styles i will always love you 8 April 2025 (1:04 AM) » Continue Reading