"Might end it"
14 yr old :3.
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Category: Life
I hate being hypersexual. I over sexualize myself even tho I'm scared of sex but like I want it to bad and I seek it from random strangers and they are willing bc people are horny. Also sorry if it seems like I vent on my blogs alot this is just the only place I feel safe to talk about how I feel. But yeah, I hate being hypersexual and how I actually like being insulted and being in pain. It makes... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
My head hurts and I was basically crying all night. My wrists hurt and my eyes hurt. If I'm being honest everything hurts. I just want everything to be over. I want to not exist. I have skipped so much school to avoid being bullied that I'm being put on probation for it. I can't miss school for 90 days. I want to just crawl in a hole and die. Everything hurts. i want everything to be normal again.... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I hate having BPD it makes me wish I was dead every single day because I'll be fine, then I'll feel empty and then I'll just feel anger and everything is ruined and my entire body feels like it's on fire and I have a headache and I want to smash everything around me and destroy everything. It makes me want everything and everyone to just die and everything be gone but then. I don't even know my he... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
Literally I'm so obsessed with this website it genuinely makes me so happy I have made awesome friends and they are so nice and I can actually make friends that match my energy. I literally told my irl friends about it and like 4 of my irl friends made a spacehey account, the way I talk about spacehey sounds like an advertisement but it's just genuinely such a fun website to be on. Literally me ta... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
So far I have these songs: Devil whorshiper, a song about how family and stranger's can veiw you as a devil whorshiper / a satanist. Born Dead, a song about how people say "emo" is dead but we were born dead XD. Hazzard Boy, a song about feeling like a danger to yourself and feeling like you physically can't function without hurting yourself. The Rise Of The Alternative Army, a song about a gro... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
I wrote a song called Devil Whorshiper last night and I think that might be the one that we record first for the band just bc I like it more than the original idea I had for the first song for the band so, yeah:3 » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I really hate when I see tiktoks of elder emos saying"I'm so glad emo is a trend now" or "emo is a trend now but it was bad when I did it" it's not a trend I come home everyday crying bc of what people say to me about being emo, I get told to unalive myself everyday I get told to slit my wrists everyday and I get barked at and meowed at told that I'm ugly, that I'm a freak that I'm a satanist that... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
https://photos.app.goo.gl/ciU3q7xL6AzsXA926 I think you should be able to see it if you type it in Google bc idk how to do pictures on this thing » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I love my mom so much but she makes really stupid decisions and falls for the wrong people, every man she has dated is the exact same but looks different. Criminal record. Anger issues. Abusive to animals. Yells at me and my brother for small things.and so much more it's so annoying he's so mean to me and my brother and yesterday he was threatening to hit my mom and she said she was done with him ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
My mom picked me up early from school today bc I was having a panic attack bc of her boyfriend yelling at me and her and now my mom is single :3 Well she picked me up bc I was crying for like an entire hour and when she was taking me to work with her she said I could get my tounge peirced this weekend so I'm excited. I have snakebites already so eventually I'm gonna be the peircing God!! :3 » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
i started a band with my friends and its going good i got 4 people in the band and all we need is a backup guitarist. we got a logo and everything its awesome we will be staring rehearsals next summer :3. im the vocalist!! » Continue Reading
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