The past few days I have been having the same dream where I'm in a subway station running away. A distorted figure running close behind me. Lights flickering, floor dirty with broken tiles, dark abyss where the train tracks should be, and always empty. It always starts with me getting off the train, I step out, look around, and there's no one there. The train leaves and I feel a spine chilling bre... » Continue Reading
I haven't written any poetry in a while so I figured Id make a blog about it for pride month. This is a time not only for the gays but also to just generally be proud of yourself. I love all my friends and my boygirlfriend for making me feel like I belong, for not getting annoyed when I be myself and for embracing me when I need it most. Before I met all the ppl ik now, I didn't realize how unhapp... » Continue Reading
So the other day I was literally so flabberghasted when I was scrolling through my fyp on yt. Like if ur friends with me then yk that I love playing dandy's wrld, so you wouldn't imagine the shock and horror I felt when I scrolled to a video that showed fanart someone made OF COAL R#PING PEBBLE!! And if you don't play the game.. these are both fucking dogs..... and coal is very much a larger dog t... » Continue Reading
So I was talking to my boyfriend yesterday abt one of my favorite wlw anime and he said that the concept of it was kinda weird and is repelled by it. If you don't know or haven't watched it then its about two girls, one who is preppy, loud, friendly, and talkative towards all ppl, she's forced to move schools bc her mom found a new bf and had to move away. The new school is a put together, well es... » Continue Reading
Okok so first off, I NEED Bassie research. I haven't had time to play very often bc I'm usually tired after school and immediately knock out after I clean. But I'ma try and play later tonight. Also I thing the new Easter update is cute and kinda wanna talk abt the lore a little bit. Starting with the beef between Bassie and Cocoa bc like ppl jus be thinking that Bassie in an asshole without knowin... » Continue Reading
I genuinely can't express myself in any other way, I wrote like 50 drafts trying to explain how much my boygirlfriend means to me and it all sounds like gibberish.... I need to learn how to talk without making it another essay yap sesh but for now I just continue posting poems that range from a few minutes to a few hours to write. (Also anything but the break work guys im not getting ts done anyti... » Continue Reading
I feel like from what I post on my blogs and bulletins ppl would assume that I'm some deep, wonderous person bc all I write is poems. But like if yk me irl I think you see the not truth... guys isis I'm just a dood. Like when I'm not standing there spacing out I'm being a silly billy. I'm not rlly some serious person who can express deep emotion with words. Half the time ppl say I talk like Engli... » Continue Reading
What no one cared for I wish we could be like the others, and you didn't think loving girls was wrong. I wish you didn't think that you only love me because theres something "wrong with you". I wish we could be happy together without anything going wrong, without arguing or feeling like theres no trust. I wish you could love me the way I need it and I wish to give you the life that you deserve. I ... » Continue Reading
As I smoke And get stoned I see the outline of your beautiful face And the lips I wish to kiss In the smoke I want you Already so beautiful Bruises on my skin Like purple water color Against porcelain Water rings on the nightstand Dark halos of early mornings And late nights Scratches on my body Red Bright And bleeding » Continue Reading
my ex asked me the other day if I wanted to get back together. I told her that if she'd asked me that like 2 or 3 weeks ago then she would have gotten the answer she wanted. It took me months to get over her while she left unaffected. I used to cry every day bc I was scared to lose her and now she noticed that I stopped caring as much and all of a sudden she wants to show me affection again. I sta... » Continue Reading