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20 yrs old, gender fluid l and pansexual, scemo from TX
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DON'T ADD ME IF YOU ARE: -RACIST -HOMOPHOBIC -TRANSPHOBIC -OVER THE AGE OF 22 -UNDER THE AGE OF 16 -MISOGYNISTIC -ABLEIST BASICALLY IF YOU ARE AN INCEL YOU ARE AUTOMATICALLY REPORTED AND BLOCKED. I'M TIRED OF 30 YEAR OLDS TRYING TO TALK TO ME. I AM FRESH OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL THERE IS NOTHING THAT WE WILL RELATE ON. » Continue Reading
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I love being off-putting. It's like a defense mechanism. People don't know how to handle my unsettling vibe. Been through a lot of stuff but yeah. I don't know. See, I have a personality disorder, autism, and bipolar. It all overlaps with each other, so my behavior isn't considered "normal" or comfortable for others. I'm respectful, and can act gracefully and pretend to be like everyone else, but... » Continue Reading
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I am borderline and bipolar. There is no cure for either disorders. I think about that a lot, and how much I wish I was normal. By normal, I mean someone who isn't always depressed or manic, someone who doesn't need medication to function, someone who can clean their environment and themselves. Things like that. Recently, I was unmedicated for two weeks. I got on a call with my psychiatrist; he wa... » Continue Reading
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I saw someone post about supernatural experiences and I have had a few. Whether it's psychosis due to stress or something else I cannot say; reality is always shifting for me. It makes me question a lot of things, like how do I know I am really here. It's a like a sort of "I think therefore I am" type of question. It's also that time of the year for people to post about their Spotify Wrapped. I s... » Continue Reading
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I am able to get dressed and clean now. My grandma will be coming home tomorrow so hopefully she can help me get my meds; she always knows what to say in order to get something done. Poor Luna has a drippy eye and I feel so bad for her. Overall, my depression is calming down and I am able to feel good things rn! I even started on some schoolwork that I've been putting off. I went out of my house t... » Continue Reading
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No cat picture today. I'm doing better this afternoon, but I know I'm about to crash again. Being bipolar and borderline truly is exhausting. I'm feeling in the middle today; like I'm not feeling awful but I'm also not feeling the greatest. I don't consider this neutrality. I tried contacting my pharmacy but they still haven't called in the medicine that I'm missing. The biggest struggle today is ... » Continue Reading
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I haven't been properly medicated in a month. I am not putting anything triggering here but like, my BPD and bipolar make me easily depressed and when I'm not properly medicated, then the depression comes back immediately. Things that make me happy during these times are talking to people, listening to music, doing anything that keeps me busy, and this isn't the best way to deal with depressive ep... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today was pretty uneventful. I had to block sum ppl, which i hate doing but i just felt uncomfy. Posted lik3 3 TikToks and listened to music all day, and I took a nap. I love naps sm, like you don't understand how much I like to sleep. I have a mixture of insomnia and hypersomnia (hypersomnia is sleeping way too much). This is due to whether I'm taking my psychiatric meds properly. I have a pet ca... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
My BPD makes it really hard to trust people. Like I'm terrified of others, but I'm trying to teach myself how to properly interact with people while remaining safe. It's not that I don't like people, I'm just a bit shy unless I know you very well. I've had bad experiences in my past, especially with cisgendered men and old men, both on the internet and irl. I just hope that no one is offended with... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
So I have to write a paper tonight that's due... TONIGHT (blegh). Good thing English is my best subject since grade school. I can write about almost anything. It's an Ernest Hemingway piece; a great author I must say. I keep getting distracted. » Continue Reading
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