The Depression Diaries 4

I am borderline and bipolar. There is no cure for either disorders. I think about that a lot, and how much I wish I was normal. By normal, I mean someone who isn't always depressed or manic, someone who doesn't need medication to function, someone who can clean their environment and themselves. Things like that. Recently, I was unmedicated for two weeks. I got on a call with my psychiatrist; he warned me that if I go that long without taking my medicine, it could be dangerous for my mental state. I ran out of my medication. I have just now started retaking it.

Something I notice about me is that I don't express how I feel very well. I don't like showing my emotions to others. 

Thank you to those who take the time to read. No cat pic today; I didn't take any pictures of her this week.