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Category: Life
sometimes i feel like i’m a million miles away from the people i surround myself with. i’m not going to sit here and tell myself that i don’t have anyone in my life, because i do. but i still feel like that. i feel so distant and alone. and there’s truly nothing i can do about it. and it’s kinda scary. when i look at myself in pictures, i think about every time i’ve felt like this and i feel like ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i find myself so disgusting. i am so disgusted with myself, im such a horrible human being. i don’t deserve any good things in this world. i hate looking at myself in the mirror, because then i’m reminded that i’m here. and i’m alive. when sometimes i don’t even believe i deserve that. my days have started merging together. my memory is foggy. sometimes all i want is someone to take care of me. so... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
sometimes i feel like this big blob that just. takes up unwanted space, u know? i feel completely and utterly ugly. not just physically. i believe that my soul is tainted with the things i’ve done in the past. i don’t believe i’m a good person. i don’t believe i deserve happiness in life. but i want to be selfish. i want someone to tell me i’m worth it, that i’m good. that i’m not bad and that i’m... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i’m lonely. that’s the simple way to put it. i miss being in relationships and i miss having someone who loves me. i miss feeling that connection. but at the same time i’m happy alone. i hate having people depend on me for things, i hate feeling the pressure to constantly talk to someone. i want to be able to be alone for a little. i want someone who would still love me for me, even if i don’t ta... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
ok so like back in july i met this boy on discord and his name was aspen and like. we met in a server and like. immediately clicked. like we talked CONSTANTLY. like always texting back and forth. and that lasted like a few days and then he like.. stopped? he still talked to me but it was just a bit more.... distant. he would reply to me hours later and our conversations became less and less. AND O... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
this is my first entry and like i dont really know how this whole thing works, believe it or not i wasnt really around for myspace.. ;D I WAS LIKE 2 OKAY anyways. i was always so jealous of the people who got to experience it. when i was like 10 i literally was so freaking jealous of the scene kids that i saw on the internet. all i ever wanted was to be a scene kid. i wish i grew up around that ti... » Continue Reading
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