Disclaimer: I don't claim to have all of the answers or have the complete picture of what is going on. Then again, who does at this level? We are not omnipresent in our 3D form and do not possess the means for such. However, something that I am sure of is that you will remain deceived and clueless solely relying on mainstream media and the institutions for knowledge. They are nothing but puppets t... » Continue Reading
As a teen into my 30s I was surrounded and enticed by such things and I wasn't even aware of the damage that it can do until I toned it down a bit and stepped outside. For example the luciferian hidden hand who owns the entertainment industry. Nowadays I can watch virtually any popular music video and see blatant symbolism. Revisiting an Ozzy video really kind of through me back in my seat a bit c... » Continue Reading
I keep on having dreams about this old Jeep that I used to own. It's the vehicle that I had when I was with my last ex and I had it for 8 years which is the longest I've had any vehicle for thus far. A lot of good memories are associated with it and I regretted getting rid of it. So the dream involved driving into a building which might have been Petco where I used to work. I didn't own that vehic... » Continue Reading
Within the past few months every now and then I seem to be waking up screaming for some reason. I don't really seem to know why. I do remember the first time it ever happened was many years ago when my family still lived together. I remember the dream and it involved having my brain transplanted into a girl's body. I was laying in a hospital bed with my family around me and I remember someone sayi... » Continue Reading
I should have never registered anyway. What a joke. Even thinking about politics anymore makes me want to smash something. You can't even unregister, the best they allow you to do is go unaffiliated. The online form in PA doesn't even work so I had to print it and send it in. No surprise there. I almost threw my printer out the window. Politicize everything to divide the people even more. I can't ... » Continue Reading
Society has this way of placing these criminals on a pedestal to be worshiped. All over the news, documentaries, t-shirts, merchandise, books, etc. When they are known for something horrible like murder it's not good to feed that type of energy. I feel like it's adding fuel to the fire of negativity on the planet even if somewhat indirectly. For example someone is profiting off of the fame of thes... » Continue Reading
I see how a lot of men act towards women and it gives us a bad name. I've heard of a lot of women who are sexually harassed constantly online. Guys assuming showing them pictures of their genitalia and being sexually explicit upon introduction will get them somewhere. It comes across as purely primal instinctual behavior devoid of intellect. I guess some people haven't evolved past that point. The... » Continue Reading
Disagreements are inevitable and I realize everyone has different views. What I consider disrespectful others may not. However I try to be fair and civil. If I ask someone nicely to please stop saying something that I find disrespectful and they ignore it and continue doing more of the same that is when I have to end it. For example I've talked about making sweeping generalizations before. It's im... » Continue Reading
So yesterday was the first of the month and rent was due for me. My 80+ year old landlord was outback with his nephew (who now lives downstairs) busy doing something with his van so I didn't want to disturb him. So once he went inside the shop I just put the envelope in through the mail slot. Afterwards I heard him talking about how he noticed the envelope and then made a wise crack to his nephew ... » Continue Reading
I realize that persevering through challenges can build strength and endurance but lately I just need a break. I overdosed on negativity last year and I still get bombarded with it into this year. I've purged some toxic people and elements from my life. Yet I still have a fear of desertion and rejection that lingers out of past experiences. I know that I shouldn't have this fear as it's irrational... » Continue Reading
What is the fun in trying to make sense all of the time? Blah blah blah, so monotonous and boring. Maybe I could get a scuba diving pig puppet with a whoopie cushion in his rump that farts anytime he says the word "and". I could roll around in the grass singing "bongo kongo imaginary fun!" Then I could play the banjo and harmonica at the same time while karate kicking a cardboard cutout of Ronald ... » Continue Reading
Our form of communication is quite flawed, ambiguous and enigmatic. I often find myself communicating with people as if my words have been jumbled and filtered. Or like I'm speaking in riddles (sometimes I do intentionally but in that case I don't expect anyone to understand). I understand that miscommunication is inevitable because we all have a different perspective/interpretation on things. We'... » Continue Reading