"trying to fall asleep"
17, afab, im so lonely talk to me pls
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Category: Blogging
in this really awkward time frame where everything feels too boring because im not hyperfixated on anything .. uggfbfbrg i need to find myself some new interests T_T every day looks the same and i feel like im wasting every single one . oh well . still oh my god my head is so empty like ineed something to fixate on in the next 10 seconds or im gonna EXPLODE . ummmm also pls friend me (only if ur .... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
hi um so its 3am i fell asleep at. 1am or so, and i woke up like 20 minutes ago ajd i cant sleep . can someone talk to me until i fall asleep :( everyone is asleep so . i cant rlly talk to anyone from my friends .. PLEASSEEEEE you can talk about anything and ill try my best to respond but i can also yap because my mind is full of thoughts » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
i have this friend that i cut off a few months ago . I miss her so much . sure she made me feel miserable at times but she was the only one that actually spoke to me, it made me feel happy . now i dont really talk to anyone in general, and i cut off my irl friends that lowk didnt like me anymore . Life is so lonely and i hate it when will i find a person that i click with the same way i clicked wi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
hii .. heres some doodles of my oc luciel which i dont feel like finishing/only felt like doodling, but i love her a lot shes my favourite ever .. shes my go to always, i wanted to make an animation or get into animating in general .. but i dont know where to start exactly T_T shes a vampire ish thing,, not sure she doesnt really have lore, but i want to give her a story! » Continue Reading
Category: Games
ive been procrastinating buying this game for MONTHS. Now rhat i got it? I love farming . Get me in the mines. I need to mine amethyst for my gorlfriend. I miss her. She is sodt nd i like her. abigail. actually shes Not yet im actually still thinking between her and haley .. but i rhink abigail is the choice.. i hate you sebastianfor taking her from me during that stupid flower dance. She is Mine.... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i am so guilty . so guilty,. ibinged on christmas sweets and i actually feel so sick and guilty lets say the number on the scale is not very pretty..! im gonna have to walk this shit out because Holy Shit i might as well DIE. never binge on chocolate » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hi guys! i got my gifts yesterday, but i was too tired to write anything .. i hate family gatherings, i always want to die .. especially since for the third time in a row we went to my step family (which, why am i even here??? these people dont like me) from my mom, i got pusheen earrings and a necklace (which broke before i even got to open it.. sad), a candle, small lindor chocolate box and mone... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hi guys, i just got on christmas break and it feels so wrong .. i feel like i still have to go back to school on monday, but i dont ?!?! what do i even do with myself now !?!?! im gonna be so so so so bored ,,,,,,, :((( hru guys doing .,..... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
lately ive been feeling like. nothing fits me. every cute article of clothing i buy makes me look so fat, that i wonder why i even starve myself . why cant i just ?? look good ?? nothing looks good on me, save for the things that hide this disgusting body. i wish i could atleast repay it with my face, but thats ugly too. whenever i put on makeup other than eyeshadow, i feel like im putting lipsti... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
recently ive been getting ignored literally . everywhere ? irl, online, no one seems to like me. im too tired to write more but . its so frustrating like please? just talk to me? reply? im so lonely » Continue Reading
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
i want to dress gothic lolita So bad. im actually tweaking .. a mix of visual kei and gothic lolita and the uk goth, actually ,, smth like that! a mix of those 3 .. but finding clothes is so hard T_T id buy off of mercari but lord being a broke teenager does NOT help .. i hope i get some money for christmas T_T ill try to search in thrifts, but obv they dont guarantee anything ,, :( i have a few t... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i feel hated by everyone here. Everyone has some kind of grudge against me, and i dont know what ive done ,,,,,, it makes me feel awful . they went somewhere without me again, and I bet what theyre gonna say. "oh we thought you wouldnt like it" or "you were sleeping so we didnt want to wake you up", if you dont want me to go just say it to my face instead of making me overthink everything. am i re... » Continue Reading
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