i’m seventeen now, i’ve grown i’m not the same anymore but i feel the same. recently, on november 20th i got hit by a car when i was walking for a coffee smoothie. a group of older men, they seen me, they chose to hit me over 60 mph. i was laying on that road for two hours before someone decided to call 911. my jaw broke off my face, my skull was crushed, my elbow was crushed, i no longer have one... » Continue Reading
so its been awhile. i made a plan, back in march. the plan was to wait a month and if nothing great happens, then id commit suicide. so at the last week of april, i was getting everything stocked up for it to happen until i met a person, that person was a boy. he's amazing. just a few flaws (action wise) we did so much in such little time. i was off my meds this past month, going in and out of m... » Continue Reading
i feel as if i'm incapable of being romantically in love with someone because of my mental state. it's either i'm the problem or they're the problem, most of the time i'm the problem. with the mood swings, the hypersexual parts then the not wanting to be sexual at all, ghosting everyone including them whenever i'm sad or feel i don't need anyone, poor communication. to » Continue Reading