sometimes i just wish i could go back to the past with the knowledge i have now :((((((((( i really missed a lot of opportunities because i didn't know anything i just wish people liked me and i just wish people want to be my friends :(((( i feel excluded sometimes » Continue Reading
sooo i just entered to my new school and i dont have new friends basically i just passed to 10 grade so i started high school (im not from the us) and some of my friends also go to this school so i'm not really lonely, but i dont know anyone in my class, i do talk sometimes with the girl beside me but she is friends with the other girls in the table i really want to make more friends specially ca... » Continue Reading
Soooo as I said before I confessed to my crush and since he didn't feel the same we are nothing but good friends Soooo I really wanna get over himm but it seems impossible cause I see his name EVERYWHERE and im not lying, it kinda is a common name but not THAT common istg I had never seen his name this much or this often EVEN his last names which are not common ... also his bday and AAA its stress... » Continue Reading
Honestly tired of this bullshit Everytime things get better you just ruin it, I tell you something important and you just laugh?? Why tf would you do that?? Or when you said something that I thought it's kinda insulting me, I asked you for explanations AND YOU JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE?? and when I get upset cause all you say is "no, nothing" "no you wouldn't understand" YOU tried to make yourself th... » Continue Reading
Soooo, ever since the last time I wrote here lots of things changed Mainly I would say my friendships got much stronger and better and I honestly love them I still have this horrible anxiety but it has focused on school stuff I confesed to P and it went better than I thought, he said he wanted to stay as the good friends we were cause he liked me, he said he didn't want a relationship rn and will ... » Continue Reading
I wanted to hang out with my best friend and she told me she didn't feel like going out and she sounded kinda sick so I didn't think of anything. Now I saw that today she went to a house with people "she didn't like" :| idk maybe I'm the problem but I don't wanna tell her cause she is probably my only friend rn :(( » Continue Reading
All this anxiety is eating me alive I cant live a day without this thoughts that I can barely handle What did I do so wrong?? I'm not a bad person, I'm a good person who tries to be nice with everyone Who do other girls get the attention of the boys that I like??? Why are other girls prettier than me? They pretend to be nice but I know them I know they barely acknowledge me yet they dislike me Wh... » Continue Reading
No one enjoys my presence Everybody just wishes they hadn't met me Why did everyone suddenly changed over nigh?? Did I say something? Did I do something? Should I have done smt better?? I dont know man One friend just completely ignores me and the other one lies to me, I know she does No one thinks I'm cool, no one thinks I'm pretty, no one thinks I'm funn » Continue Reading
Help, I hate myself I have been feeling like this since 6th grade I am an annoying bitch Nobody likes me Everybody pretends to be my friend I'm not worth it Nobody will ever love me My favorite people hate me My best friend "L" definitely has better friends My best friend "F" definitely doesn't want me around She ignores me everytime she can I hate myself I don't » Continue Reading
I've had a crush on this guy "P" since 5th grade. He is smart, kind, F U N N Y and his personality is top tier. He is kinda cute physically, my friend thinks he is ugly but everyone has their own charm. We are good friends and he is going to be one of my chambelanes por my quince. The main problem is that we are good f r i e n d s FRIENDS, I don't think he will ever look at me in another way, he i... » Continue Reading
Hi, well it's my first time writing a blog (in english and in general) so I'm sorry if there is any mistakes. I have a lot of friends and 3 people I would consider my best friends, but everyone around me seems to be so uninterested in me. I am not really talking with anyone rn that we are in vacations but I have never chatted with them about something else appart from school, all our conversation... » Continue Reading