The update nobody asked for

Soooo, ever since the last time I wrote here lots of things changed

Mainly I would say my friendships got much stronger and better and I honestly love them

I still have this horrible anxiety but it has focused on school stuff

I confesed to P and it went better than I thought, he said he wanted to stay as the good friends we were cause he liked me, he said he didn't want a relationship rn and will think about it after we graduate (I don't know what he meant, likee you'll think about US?? or a relationship in general) but he asked me stuff after that, like how long have I liked him, why did I told him, etc

Idk I don't want to confuse stuff cause I'm kinda dumbb

But yeahhh I'm much better now