went back and read my old blogs its like the past version of m (me from 3 days ago) was so..... ill im def not like that dw (this is a constant repeating cycle) i just think that if u REALLY knew old me ud be greatful for the new me. trust im gonna pretend that everything i say disappears into the void nothing i do matters no one cares im gonna die soon do whatever ok » Continue Reading
im so nice everyone is welcome ^^ i made many peoples days by commenting and illkeep doing it i have a headache. should i.... kms? LOL u thought i wz done with that? being nice makes me feel nothing i just hope it makes ppl smile i dont want anyone to ever be as sad » Continue Reading
everyone stopped posting whats the deal did i scare u all away i thought this was being friendly what gives come back here ill explode pleas3z.. » Continue Reading
what is a kudos? how do i get more i want a lot does this mean u like me?? if i get more does that make me popular... i really have to remove my twitter account from this fuckass mess. » Continue Reading
im having one dont worry i dont know how many more meds i can go on ill never be normal my parents are disappointed in me why did i live this long i'm not ever going to be ok. » Continue Reading
what do i need... i think i might be a liar im definitely not as happy and cute as i seem i dont dress cute all the time i sleep all the time i am super mean and agressive irl i have like the ugliest smile ever qnd i have a bunch of burn scars on my back and face im covered in cuts im not exactly anyone worth . anything. im just useless definitely a catfish and a liar i should just .. u already k... » Continue Reading
im always cold no matter what i do maybe its a result of my sicknesses idk i have no interest in doing anything what if i just deactivate my accounts for a while i wont want to come back everything is incentive to kill myself everything. i always want to die its getting close now » Continue Reading
usually wjen i get really sad and want to make a bad decision i say "anything to stay alive" i think its a good idea to do that for anything i dont know how to make my life more enjoyable i hate myself its so much anything to be liked anything to be loved anything to be rich anything to be happy. money power glory or something i just want joy. i want to feel like all this suffering was worth i... » Continue Reading
ok i think i need change i never change i hate change but itso ok for me to change lols i can do it i can i can i dont even like myself at all i hate myself its gonna b ok ok » Continue Reading
how do i code im kinda stupid does anyone know how i mean obviously people know how i just want to bw cooler my strawpage is cool do u want to see? page ok pls like it pls show me how to be better ok » Continue Reading