i didn't read the comments on my blog abt kms im sure it was just ppl telling me to do it if i end it it would be my decision if i live its also my decision i dont think anyone can really weigh in on my decisions about this matter especially since its worse than it seems lol but dw im OK today love u » Continue Reading
im sick as hell it hurts my acid reflux is so bad i saw my doctor today im tired of continuing on living like im not in a lot of pain i just rly rlly hope that these new meds make my stomach work even though i passed out a bit i walked a lot today i can only really walk i dont like telling people the reality of my situation because its embarrassing its just so embarrassing im 18 theres no reaso... » Continue Reading
ok im afraid to die but i waas really depressed last time i attempted i gor permanete brain damage i cant fail again tbh lets swe i woke up today i was cold but my body didn't hurt like usually im sleepy ok ill try to be more happy » Continue Reading
i dont know how to do anything casual! i wish i had that effortless allure of some girls but everything i do has to be a spectacle i have to be THE of everything the worst the best the stupidest the uselessest the worst person to ever exist ever the least interesting girl on earth see? it has to REALLY be me » Continue Reading
am i a slut? hmmmmm this is a question wondered my dozens practically wveryone who ever knew me everzz but lets be objective here folks a slut is someone with a lot of partners i dont have that so thats not relevant a whore is someone who is promiscuous ive never ever cheated and i never ever will its kinda evil. ok and finally would that be so bad? def not ! i mean its just a word i dont know wh... » Continue Reading
hiiiiiiiii u guys ok ao basically checklist to start streaming i said i would in december i need: return new webcam(it doesn't work) buy new webcam buy a headset » Continue Reading
You're probably thinking "what the fuck do you mean personal life bitch you post everything online" to that i say! my priv insta ^^ i stil have things u dont know about me so u still have to be interested and like me ok? im still super special and cool. ok anyways heres a ss of my latest post on my priv insta oogle away well damn thata anti climatic idk how to add it. ok well just know i still h... » Continue Reading
hmmm i was always thinking about it my future but alternatively i could makw a bunch of money spend it all and then kms pornstar oomf seems to be doing great. i just dont think id be good at that tho -.- i dont even like taking pics of my self regularly these days everything sux » Continue Reading
went back and read my old blogs its like the past version of m (me from 3 days ago) was so..... ill im def not like that dw (this is a constant repeating cycle) i just think that if u REALLY knew old me ud be greatful for the new me. trust im gonna pretend that everything i say disappears into the void nothing i do matters no one cares im gonna die soon do whatever ok » Continue Reading