im NOT even a psychopath so

went back and read my old blogs 

its like 

the past version of m (me from 3 days ago) was so.....

ill 

im def not like that dw 

(this is a constant repeating cycle)

i just think that if u REALLY knew old me

ud be greatful for the new me. trust 

im gonna pretend that everything i say disappears into the void 

nothing i do matters no one cares

im gonna die soon

do whatever ok