anything to be anything

usually wjen i get really sad and want to make a bad decision i say "anything to stay alive" i think its a good idea to do that for anything  

i dont know how to make my life more enjoyable 

i hate myself its so much

anything to be liked

anything to be loved

anything to be rich

anything to be happy.

money power glory or something 

i just want joy.

i want to feel like all this suffering was worth it