DNI IF: bigots/degeneracy (racism, homo/trans/xenophobia, nazis, 4chan doom scrollers yk.. basic shit) ZIONISTS, FREE PALESTINE!!!!!!!!!!!! abelists minors 16 and under. if you are 16 and i have you added, i will hardly interact with you. if you don't have ur age on ur profile, i will text to age check. zoophiles pedoph » Continue Reading
so earlier today i told my mother that i, teddy, would appreciate it if she would respect me and my identity. she has been aware of me being queer since the 5th grade, my pronoun change since freshman year ( she still believes im going by they/them el oh fucking el) , my name change since junior year. i gave her a very lengthy text basically saying that if she can't respect me, she will lose a ch... » Continue Reading
sometimes i feel like im disrupting people or annoying them by merely existing. i do want to make friends but i don't know if im doing this right... there's other online friends i have that think im like... well known on other platforms but that's not true. i'm not really active on insta, tiwtter, or tiktok. i don't get many messages aside from the ppl i talk to on the daily (which i don't mind) b... » Continue Reading
i noticed that im fairly picky once it comes to people i develop feelings for. i don't have any feelings towards anyone but when i do, it has to be something specific about them that makes them different from everyone else. i do find intelligence to be a very hot/sexy thing however what else can you bring to the table? are you emotionally available and not psyching yourself into thinking you are? ... » Continue Reading
the idea of love and how watered down it upsets me. i blame rom coms for the way love is or is supposed to be displayed to someone. everyone is different and has different ways of showing love. there was this trend/saying that i saw go around and it was along the lines of "just looked at my partner and sighed" and "if they wanted to, they could". what i don't like about those statements is the fee... » Continue Reading
i really do enjoy the pass time of being alone and in my own biome. i love the sound of atoms bouncing off the wall while simultaneously going insane from the sound of atoms bouncing off the walls. however, i do not enjoy being lonely. the feeling of loneliness hits heavier than being alone because you are too self-aware of your isolation to the point you realize no one is really there when you ne... » Continue Reading
i downloaded the musescore software to compose music for orchestras, jazz, metal, and so on bands. i like to think that im a famous composer who has gone through trials and tribulations mentally but in reality, lived a decent life. BUT... the thought of life and who i am takes a toll on my mental health and then i eventually pass on in my 60s. i would like to share with you guys once im finished » Continue Reading