"mourning my death"
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Category: Romance and Relationships
Love. love what is love? is it when I see you out of my peripheral, staring is it when I knowingly turn and meet your eyes because this happens every time? you startle and we stare then you turn away. is it when, for some odd reason despite my aversion I let you put your hands around my waist? around me? on me. while I dodge every ones elses attempts at hugs is it when I only brush aga » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
learned helplessness, the act of trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying differently this time because what if something changed and trying, just one more time, just one more, maybe if I do it more different than the last and then failing, and failing and failing and oh wait here's some hope, then failing again. and again and again and again a... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
learned helplessness, the act of trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying differently this time because what if something changed and trying, just one more time, just one more, maybe if I do it more different than the last and then failing, and failing and failing and oh wait here's some hope, then failing again. and again and again and again a... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I haven't considered suicide since my sophomore year I haven't self-harmed since my junior so why is it, working at this campus now, do I consider both? had I stayed at my last job would I still consider these things? had I stayed in school would I have committed? I hadn't had a Monster since junior year, after a very dear friend stopped being my friend because she had 'been in love with me since... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
if you knew how much I love you you would probably say I was crazy I can't think of a word to describe it you are utterly, heartbreakingly beautiful and there is nothing I want more than you. call me lovesick, call me incredibly stupid. call me young, excited, and idiotic. tell me I don't need you the way I do. but nothing can change how I feel and I am indefinitely, irreversibly in love. our fi... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
It can be about anything, as long as it explains why its a social issue, i jump from topic to topic, sentence to sentence, it's so frustrating. i've rewritten it twice, once about rape and its lack of awareness, again about the goverments lack of punishment for the rapists, and now, after the recent events of charlies kirks death, about America's censorships and its impact it has on society. The... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I still feel lost. Just a little. I've decided to go to college and pursue a degree in psychology and sociology. two different subjects if i must clarify. It's online and i'm zooming through my classes with nothing but 90s and it makes me wonder...would i have been this successful if i wasn't so bored in high school? hm. I waited two weeks before telling my mom about it. she said nothing the mo... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
stop, I completely rocked my shit today and now have a huge freaking bump on my forehead. like oh lord » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
What is the American Dream? What does it seem to mean? our disagreeableness to our differences? What makes it America? We call America » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
ugh, my boyfriends so freaking weird. when I agreed to date him, his personality did like a 180 and now he's the exact opposite of the guy I fell for? when we were friends, he was funny and nonchalant kinda. but genuine about his feelings, cuz he's got anxiety. then I agreed to date him and now he's this clingy, can't stop blowing up my phone, leech. he tried to invite himself over to my house?? l... » Continue Reading
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I think it's funny that my entire Facebook friend recommendation list is all emo boys. I wish that was a joke but I started scrolling and it WAS ALL EMO 😠😠» Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I bought an mp3 player and y'know what, them people knew what they were hearing » Continue Reading
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