Sometimes I feel like the Kodoku, the last survivor of a great war, poisoned with the blood of my kin. Inside my heart is but another demon, to never be purged, because that demon is my true self. Will I be released from this vase they call life? Or shall I forever be forced to fight another battle, until I am, myself, destroyed? Was my destiny always this way? I now crave the poison, as it is my ... » Continue Reading
Fire, one of the base elements, not just in fictional but also the real universe is a powerful, destructive force. Kane, for example, has fire shoot from the turnbuckles when he slams his hands down, a show of destructive force, but also intense control of the base elemtents. Squirtle will be your biggest obstacle in life, much like The Undertaker was the greatest obstacle in the life of Kane. Wi... » Continue Reading
Sometimes when you are on the bus, you happen to stumble upon a man parting his lips, only to chug his golden-brown elixir. He takes a big chug and says that nobody respects him, that he has an Albatross around his neck and he will swim back to his homeland like his ancestor, Napoleon. Is this man real, or a vision of my future, a spectre meant to haunt my very soul? Either way, it doesn't matter,... » Continue Reading
What's the difference between a mole and a groundhog? The pain of opening your eyes and seeing the light that is a bit too bright. Just like carrots sticks eaten in a dark closet, only the pain will give you realization. Wait, was that last carrot stick I ate a finger? I didn't even feel any pain because I was contextually thinking of my fingers as carrot sticks, which cannot feel pain (once divi... » Continue Reading
Aren't spiders such a cool little bug? It's definitely one of the most dominant, it eats other bugs! Today, however, we are not here to discuss the unlimited potential of eating bugs or the circle of life, we are here to talk about tattoos! Tattoos are cool when you're getting them, fun to look at and damaging to the body, which is kino and shit, but what I am here to lecture you about is that my... » Continue Reading
I'm actually not very excited for this milestone, because I don't believe popularity is a marker for success or competency, however, I do appreciate that someone is out there reading the words of the little guy - Gordie Dimebag Haggs! One day I will hit one million views and it will mean a lot less, because the euphoria and emotionality that comes with overcoming adversities has long left my spiri... » Continue Reading
When you write, what is your intention? What do you wish to make real? By the side of the lake, the bugs fly in a cyclical pattern, never betraying their kin and adhering to their nonsensical, mathematical buzzing. Did I make that real? No, but as the bugs fly, we all inevitably fly back to where we once came, which is an idea that I am cementing with my use of imagery. THEY WANT US TO EAT BUGS! ... » Continue Reading
How does one pay for the art they create? Is it time, is it wealth, or a form of non linear spiritual payment system? If you get in my car, artistically, you gotta pay and it's either cash, grass or your passion that will drive us forward. This leads us into my topic for this blog: Has there ever been a guitarist who is fully retarded? Why doesn't anyone after a life altering accident that leaves... » Continue Reading
Like a child of the mind, conceptually the idea of limited growth seems great, but in actuality a 7 foot 300 pound baby is something intense and difficult to grapple with. Our understanding of this concept is Ironically highly limited, because the potential of unlimited growth is actually unlimited, although most of it is completely debaucherous and to be honest, a bit messy. Let's use another ex... » Continue Reading
Blogging is simply a chore upon my list of meetings, in my heart it means nothing more. Writing posts in rondo form, I just wish I knew something more. -GordieHaggs Might as well quote it, because I wrote it. This blog is about poems, all the poems I have written and all the ones upcoming, that hopefully will be a slight imp » Continue Reading
How does one contain their thoughts? Much like a scene girl who has had a bad day, are thoughts something that can be contained, or if they had free will, would they act contrarian and try to bring the mood down to their level? Perhaps like Onigumo, I could create a being of thought, contain my thoughts within it and then give it agency and the ability to realize. In this case, would it be my thou... » Continue Reading
I find the lack of blogs disturbing, perhaps my solipsist writing lifestyle has left me suspiciously alone and unable to deal with the lack of something I once so enjoyed, however I believe it's the world that changed. I don't think it's the fact that I spend all day writing and very little time absorbing, reading and lurking the culture to be accepted by the group think, something like that would... » Continue Reading