I'm actually not very excited for this milestone, because I don't believe popularity is a marker for success or competency, however, I do appreciate that someone is out there reading the words of the little guy - Gordie Dimebag Haggs! One day I will hit one million views and it will mean a lot less, because the euphoria and emotionality that comes with overcoming adversities has long left my spiri... » Continue Reading
When you write, what is your intention? What do you wish to make real? By the side of the lake, the bugs fly in a cyclical pattern, never betraying their kin and adhering to their nonsensical, mathematical buzzing. Did I make that real? No, but as the bugs fly, we all inevitably fly back to where we once came, which is an idea that I am cementing with my use of imagery. THEY WANT US TO EAT BUGS! ... » Continue Reading
How does one pay for the art they create? Is it time, is it wealth, or a form of non linear spiritual payment system? If you get in my car, artistically, you gotta pay and it's either cash, grass or your passion that will drive us forward. This leads us into my topic for this blog: Has there ever been a guitarist who is fully retarded? Why doesn't anyone after a life altering accident that leaves... » Continue Reading
Like a child of the mind, conceptually the idea of limited growth seems great, but in actuality a 7 foot 300 pound baby is something intense and difficult to grapple with. Our understanding of this concept is Ironically highly limited, because the potential of unlimited growth is actually unlimited, although most of it is completely debaucherous and to be honest, a bit messy. Let's use another ex... » Continue Reading
Blogging is simply a chore upon my list of meetings, in my heart it means nothing more. Writing posts in rondo form, I just wish I knew something more. -GordieHaggs Might as well quote it, because I wrote it. This blog is about poems, all the poems I have written and all the ones upcoming, that hopefully will be a slight imp » Continue Reading
How does one contain their thoughts? Much like a scene girl who has had a bad day, are thoughts something that can be contained, or if they had free will, would they act contrarian and try to bring the mood down to their level? Perhaps like Onigumo, I could create a being of thought, contain my thoughts within it and then give it agency and the ability to realize. In this case, would it be my thou... » Continue Reading
I find the lack of blogs disturbing, perhaps my solipsist writing lifestyle has left me suspiciously alone and unable to deal with the lack of something I once so enjoyed, however I believe it's the world that changed. I don't think it's the fact that I spend all day writing and very little time absorbing, reading and lurking the culture to be accepted by the group think, something like that would... » Continue Reading
Blogs, by nature are a form of media where you are slowly bombarded with nonsensical memedia. I will argue here in this non-video essay that blogs are in fact the ultimate form of communication. My first point is this, in a normal conversation you have call and response, but with a blog you can have unlimited responses to your call, unlimited variations are possible in this format. If this were p... » Continue Reading
March 4th is a day where you might say to yourself, "fuck, I am getting really old" or maybe "Hands of Fate 2 has some really hard scenarios". However, when you feel the need to express on March 4th, you must remember that not everyday can be numerologically and personally significant, in fact most days are not like that. March 4th is a day of high yield, low input decisions where you may make mi... » Continue Reading
Blah Blah Blah, sure, but what's the point? Is it really art if you shred 9/10 of the page with a secret shredder built into the painting frame? Blogging is not high art, but an art of the people, where you may share your thoughts and maybe someone vibes on it, like you have shared thoughts and experiences even though you actually don't. To live vicariously t » Continue Reading
March 3rd is an important date in world history, it was the day oil was first discovered in Saudi Arabia which really led to this crazy world we are currently living in where it seems like slavery might be coming back real quick. March 3rd however is a day of independence and freedom. March 3rd is the third day of the third month, it is representative of third options, a person associated with thi... » Continue Reading