"Falling apart to songs about hips and hearts :P"
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Wow! That's a lot of crying on paper! Stargazer's favorites will be highlight in this color . Mine will be favorited in this color. Enjoy! Obsession blinds me » Continue Reading
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October 1st Spending most of my time burnt out. Not that I am doing much but I just think about things too much sometimes. Dearly appreciate those who take the time to deal with my bullshit, lord knows I barely deal with myself. I can tell by the amount of dust on my nightlight that I am losing sight of the things that matter to me, I'll get in the rhythm soon... or I'll get kicked out. Life happe... » Continue Reading
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I've forgotten my words again, I can't connect to the world I've built for myself and you. Perfectly planned out maps that will stay in my head because I stumble when I get on stage. I lack the confidence to raise my voice even when I know you need the noise, a song so that my north star can rise. I haven't known that melody for quite some time. » Continue Reading
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Unintentional at first but your carelessness has become a release, unnoticed at first but now it affects more than just me. I see the way you run red lights and don't look before you cross, now others have noticed how you always come home with scars, I can tell that your body pays the cost. I don't know if it started that way but you always have to pay your debts, whether by dedication, hard work,... » Continue Reading
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In daily life faces become distorted and thoughts disordered, wait another hour or week. They clear up, never the same, if you can tell the difference. The people you love swap features and accents and become a mess of images and phrases. Break them down to their pieces. Don't rely on how they are to recognize who they will become, because tomorrow your brain will have changed their place and port... » Continue Reading
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I will live by your laws if I have to, but the punishment will be watching me become the shell of a person you once prayed for. You claim that you do this for my joy but I will not be joyful, I will not be happy. You will hold me as if I am a child and stare into my dying eyes. You cradle me one last time before I am no longer yours to keep. You will watch me get taken away by someone you trust an... » Continue Reading
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Execution's Back in Fashion (empathy means nothing to the dead) Can you humanely kill someone like me? With a kiss to the throat or a bullet to the brain. Assisted self regulation, helium asphyxia, Or enough Benadryl to drive me insane. Can you punish me for my immoral mind, Thought provoking art pieces reduced to felonies, Many ideas to which my name has been signed. My own albu » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I am so tired of the eyes watching me, blinking at different times. Different colors and different afflictions drawn to them. I am covered in their line of sight, "I am sick" they offer, an illness cured by infection. Still I am on my own path and I refuse their kind offer of redemption. "We are sick" Maybe not physically but I do know what they speak of, the constant tiredness not mentally but sp... » Continue Reading
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Solid and sweet, Citrine words have been the cause of my erosion. The sweetness burns my throat, I've been told to go on elimination, To stops my lungs from being stolen. Lowering my ability to digest the world around me, » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I see myself in your downfall and I constantly pray for your approval, I wait by the same light lit door everyday just to see that the mass is in agreement with the way I am looking for you in myself. I pick apart the pieces of you that scream commercial and I die when you do. I have aligned what is right by your words and what is wrong by the things you do. It isn't the silver screen or the way t... » Continue Reading
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What does it mean to be a soft palette playing the part of the bones around you? Are you unfit for the job you were hired or are you working on something 10 steps ahead of your wage? Are you an imposter or do they expect too much of an artist who was forced into the field of direct sensations and clear communication. Do you feel out of place? Maybe unfit for a word of high speed connection and mor... » Continue Reading
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