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Pluto, not mercury.

Category: Writing and Poetry

You're all pretty on the inside, contrasting lines and uneven segments. Do you think you were made with divine inspiration? So what sticks out? I don't know, all distorted star boy. I guess I got tired of looking up, maybe burn less bright. Be dim for me, for a second, yeah? So what do you notice? So much, star boy, mainly the love. I don't think other people catch on. Lines hang like rays of ligh... » Continue Reading

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Behind door number 1 (is all the shit you never explained)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Don't you get on your knees? Pray to the nightstand and the ring, A dollar in fucking pennies, waiting for you when you decide you need my apologies. So swear to me, That communication isn't the key. And lie to me, When you said you would stick by me. When I looked up to you, A sick practice in shared misery, Want to be my mistress in vindictive prophesy? Tell our future so clearly wh » Continue Reading

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Loyalty is just who feeds you (we are dogs)

Category: Writing and Poetry

I treat my friends like long lost lovers, because maybe I've lost my touch. I pull you in like tonight means forever, With the understanding that you can't come with us. Just dance with me today, with her in the background watching, and walk down our road where she can understand what in my mind in still haunted. Because you have years, but she will always have proximity. A view into the glass box... » Continue Reading

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Limerence

Category: Writing and Poetry

Love and limerence often take up the same space in my mind. You will often find me confusing heartfelt notions with a form of poetic suicide. I'm sorry I took you in intervals like a pill to cure my aching desires, dropped you when I felt better or when someone else could get me higher. Living for the mistakes of young love, sipping bitter memories like cyanide. I thought you could do no wrong and... » Continue Reading

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Worship

Category: Writing and Poetry

I think you are far too worried about my infatuation with you. You constantly ask for divine signs of affection and devotion. We go through cycles waiting for the days that turn into months of unrest and endless energy. When I feel elated and can drag you up to my level. Things only get uncertain when I'm unable to get out of bed, but don't think for a second that you have left my mind. I meant ex... » Continue Reading

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Everything is covered in tulips 6 feet below my head

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm sending flowers to those who still know how to recover, Petals are a currency of the damned. Relationships are another way of killing the parts of eachother that refuse to walk hand in hand. Flowers mark the years lost to comfort. Whether by bed rest or by love. Flowers are a human way of showing that life is not something that stays for long. So give me flowers, To mark my recent passing and ... » Continue Reading

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Cod, Carp, and the Common Sense of Sinking.

Category: Writing and Poetry

I think the worst part is that at the end of the day, it's still all normal . I mean it is harder to navigate and it requires a lot more tears, but it still feels normal . I guess if you are already sinking being a little further down doesn't make much of a difference, you don't really notice ho » Continue Reading

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Brothers

Category: Writing and Poetry

Wanna comfort bleeding wounds? I would open up my heart for a second so that you could feel warm again. I would open my mind so that your words feel more like a symphony and less like sin. I know that blood bonds are hard in the age of individuals but I can't survive without the scars that our brotherhood has left on my skin. So maybe spare me a second the next time we're both awake past moonrise,... » Continue Reading

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Index of refraction (2.417)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Stick your hands under the water and see how it distorts your mind. And tell me does my body do the same under your fluid gaze? Do dents and scars seem to bend and warp in a way I don't recongize? Because you seem awfully infatuated with something I often criticize. Your mind is found lost at sea when I'm coming up with the next stanza, I see the way you look at me, Don't think I forgot where your... » Continue Reading

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Does this seem sincere.

Category: Writing and Poetry

They say that imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, but does that mean anything when day after day you see me becoming an exact copy of you? I take your mannerisms and interests. Your heroes and your friends. Your favorite color and the way you wear your hair. I have become the master of whatever -ology you fall under. I spend less of my time in school and more of it learning about how you ... » Continue Reading

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About Ignorance: Our Current Response to Important News

Category: News and Politics

About Ignorance: Our Current Response to Important News Have you ever decided to ig » Continue Reading

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False attribution (not a bias, but an honest mistake)

Category: Writing and Poetry

False attribution, Cause when you say my name, I still hear her! Her voice with your still face, I constantly swear to you that wanting isn't the case. So when I call out, And cry into the night, The first person you call is her, And you would be right, Cause no matter how much I need you, God knows I need her too. So I incorrectly name her achievements, When I want to brag about you, » Continue Reading

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