life has been pretty difficult lately. i suffered a little :) spacehey have been an app that gives me joy on blogging my feelings, but recently i havent been able to do so. i have texted some of my friends that i wont be on spacehey anymore, i hope yall happy to see me back tho :') all this time while i am not here, spacehey didnt change, i do. i dont know if it is in a good way or not but i think... » Continue Reading
nothing but silence , just a realization, you were never there , never present. i was a fool. i care too much for someone who won't acknowledged it. so many warns , i never listened. now i have to pay the price. loving you was a great experience , but i won't try it again. it aches so bad , that a person as emotional as me couldn't react anymore. thank you for your presence, even though its just b... » Continue Reading
˙⋆✮ tersekat disebuah kitaran memori yang berulang-ulang, masa kian seperti terhenti, masa lalu yang tidak dapat diputar kembali, andainya aku dapat mene » Continue Reading
awh its been a lot of negativity while im not here :/ a lots happening, what happens to everyone? no one is around anymore, not really that shocking ngl :C anyway my profile is ruined » Continue Reading
I really like to draw, like reaaally like to draw. I usually draw during my free time, I have done like a lot of comics since I like to write stories too. I sometimes do wonder did I look like my art? But how do we share pictures here I don't understand someone please help (´;ω;`) » Continue Reading
i would love to play mobile games if it doesnt lag on my potato phone and doesnt have to endure it lost connection multiple times like man give me a chance » Continue Reading
every single time I kept thinking am I meant to be the lonely child cus when i watch all of my friends have a pair where they can be comfortable with and there I am, just look at them in the corner quietly. Either a backup friend or not even a choice. I tried to talk but no one heard, idek if they tried to. If i speak too loud, its annoying, if I speak too polite, no one could hear me. My friend s... » Continue Reading
the only thing I dislike is what I am, why do I have to be so quiet like I am literally terrified for life to even talk to my own friend like I wish I could walk and screams "HI" to everybody I lays my eyes on. Why do I have to feel terrified every time, why do I have to fear about what people thinks of me? I tried to study psychology about the way how to not care about what other people think the... » Continue Reading
i mean by first day of the grade, I'm like 15 now so I am not sure what grade would it be called if it is in your country. Okay so, they divided the class and i got a new classmate. So you see, I've been real melancholy lately because situation at home but I'm fine that way because I would behave better if I'm melancholy (bruh). So they wanted a class representative, I can't be that because I have... » Continue Reading
i wrote a story on wattpad and never continues it, i got like two thousands read and i wrote it like from 2023 and stops writing when its 2024, i am really unmotivated to write anything (the plot is all ready too), i want to asks someone to write it but the story is not in english so umm » Continue Reading
Helloo, is anyone here interested in becoming my online friends which we can chat together(fast reply) and get to know each other?? I wantt a friend that is 15-17 , my mbti is isfp/infp and i likee the colour green. if we get along, who knows that we could be good friends :) » Continue Reading
I am so pissed right now. My sister's child, which is often visiting our home keep abu$ing my cat.She is just a three years old kid but she often pick her up when she is resting, but thats not all. When my cat bites her defensively just because she keeps disturbing my cat, she effing step on her stomach. Yes, I know. Thats why I scold her. But then my sister told me to stop scolding her because th... » Continue Reading