Life kinda sucks at the moment, ofc but like its okay. I've come to terms with what can happen, I can change and be happy for a bit until I fuck up again and my girlfriend gives up on me. I think I might have npd but I really hope I don't because I don't want to end up like my grandma. I just wanna live my life and be happy with my girl. I gotta change my ways but i'm gonna be changing a lot, getting rid of my snake, not having friends, etc. I don't want people to think that's toxic, because I messed up in the past and I shoulda changed. I wish I could change myself completely. to be a good boyfriend.
I hope my life gets better before I end it, I was already thinking about giving me a piercing because I'm still self destructive.
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