It's been a while since I journaled on here! Just had a lot going on. I've had this long list of crap I need to get done and finances have been holding me back pretty badly. It's crazy how taking one extra day off of work screwed me so badly, it took me weeks to get back to a good spot and stay above my personal threshold for how much money should be in my account. Weeks! All over one extra missed... » Continue Reading
you know, I feel a little bad that when I journal here a lot of the time it's something negative now. But, I mean, it's my journal, so.... I can't seem to keep up with a diary physically so I like having the option to come here. I type faster than I write :P the other night was a shitshow. my friend, our husbands, and I all went to a venue to see Municipal Waste. it should have been great; i imagi... » Continue Reading
i don't really have too much to say today but i felt like it would be good for me to blog. so.... i got my new tablet and pen like i blogged about last week.. the tablet is lovely and a nice upgrade but of course the pen that was sent with it was incompatible! so i STILL have to order a new pen anyway. the seller was really cool about it and partially refunded me but still. i learned that the pen ... » Continue Reading
wow it's been a minute since i blogged on here! my bad. i've been mostly just busy working, spending time with my bf, and trying to take care of myself. around september when the season starts to turn is a very very weird time for me mentally. i think now that i'm living on my own with someone who cares and understands what this type of thing feels like will be good for not exacerbating it compare... » Continue Reading
i haven't posted here in a little bit, just cause i've been busy working and trying to be less online. i turned 24 on the 19th, which is crazy to me, but it was a great day. i was already off from work so i didn't have to move my schedule around and got to relax for the day. my husband went and picked up cupcakes that my mom (on the other side of the country!!) ordered and we shared them. it was ... » Continue Reading
i'm feeling a lot better than i did the other day :) besides the fact that there's a swollen part of my gums above one of my wisdom teeth, i'm doing much better at least in terms of my allergies. i'm off work today and got lunch w my husband and now i'm sitting here about to play cruelty squad for a bit. my birthday is on the 19th and i'm considering getting snake bites as a little gift to myself.... » Continue Reading
i had to leave work early today. my allergies had me feeling even worse than i did yesterday, even though i thought i was starting to get better. it really sucks grappling with the feeling of "i should go home because i really need to rest" verses "i should stay at work so i don't have to miss out on money". so i stopped and got some chamomile tea and a can of soup that i made extra spicy and then... » Continue Reading
today has been lovely. i got up early to go to work, got a lot done, and then came home to pick up my husband and run errands :) i'm sitting here eating some tortellini and listening to a crime vid before bed since i have to be up early again tomorrow. the only thing that sucks is the fact that i have allergies kicking my ass rn. does anyone else really like getting new socks? one of the places we... » Continue Reading
i've been thinking a lot lately about what i'd like my next piercing to be and it seems like my opinion is changing all the time.. first i was considering a bridge, and then snakebites, and now i've been thinking a lot about my tongue. i already have my labret and septum done and i think once you get started you just crave more. it's like tattoos » Continue Reading