Now that I'm closer to God, it's been a long time since I had suicidal thoughts. I guess I do feel sad at times, but I rarely have the thought of death. He really saved me twice. The first was when He died on the cross for us, and the second was when He helped me out of my personal draining hell. If He didn't save me, if I didn't accept His help the I would've probably offed myself years ago or e... » Continue Reading
I just wish that people weren't afraid of the Bible. They say that the Bible can change things in their life and they're afraid of that, but isn't that good? It sucks because I do things the Bible tells us to avoid, and I keep on doing it even when I read the verses. It's what us Christians struggle a lot with. But I trust and I know that with the help of God, we can all reflect on our sins and co... » Continue Reading
It's hard for me to understand why mothers who give birth to unplanned babies can still love them. I hate the idea of love being forced. Is it really love if it's forced? No, it's not because love should be given from free will. If you love by force then you don't love yourself because you're lying to yourself. I always thought my mom never wanted me here. I'm an accident. Who wants kids in a thir... » Continue Reading
Lord please calm me down. I had the worst dream ever. Please remain within my heart, hold my hand and share Your heavenly warmth. God, why did I have to dream of such a thing? Of all dreams why am I dreaming the most miserable one? Lord I love You! Please calm me down and wipe my tears! (scroll up to see the dream) I'm crying rn so bad. I had this super bad dream and I woke up crying from it. – I... » Continue Reading
I just read the verses that show the close friendship God had with Moses and how they talked like friends. Ngl.... I WANT THAT TOOOO!!!! I wanna talk with the Lord like a friend 💔💔 Like we can chill and just talk about how things are. LORD WAIT LEMME MAKE A TENT 🙏🙏(just kidding lol) I think verses thats about their friendship can really motivate a person to focus their relationship with the Lord. ... » Continue Reading
I'm thinking about that one thing about how some people think Adam actually ate the forbidden fruit because every man now has something called "Adam's Apple," and that since "all men are liars" (😬...) Adam blamed Eve. I think this does not make sense at all. If you look at the words "Adam's Apple" then you might think it makes sense but if you think about it deeply it does not. I do not know who w... » Continue Reading
Just finished reading Exodus, and oh how amazing is the Lord. The Israelites doubted Him because they were afraid, fear took over them, but then the Lord said "Keep still for I will fight your battles" and He fought for the Israelites and of course, the Israelites along with the Lord were victorious. Those words are very dear to me because I struggled with plenty of things. I struggle with sin, sc... » Continue Reading
Today is the last day of school and what I have to say is... it really sucks. I just got home from school and it feels like nothing changed at all. Like I just got home from a normal school day, not feeling anything different. I am happy but I don't really give a damn, the next school year is in 2 months so the pain never ends 💔. Why did it suck? Dude its so hot in the Philippines. We have 2 air c... » Continue Reading
currently taking a shit in school and i locked the whole cr lol, so no ones getting it even if its urgent. i think its cs i ate pancit for breakfast and it tasted funky, so now my shit is spicy watery and kinda thick at the same time. feel the need to share this » Continue Reading
I always prayed to My lovely Father for wisdom and guidance. And I think my prayers have been answered. I was with my friend to get her diagnosis signed by our adviser (friend went to the clinic.) so she got it signed but my adviser told me to stay. He then handed me a book titled "YOUCAT." YOUCAT is all about catechism and faith. It's full of wisdom regarding faith and God. I suggest this book fo... » Continue Reading