SUPER BAD dream I had

Lord please calm me down. I had the worst dream ever. Please remain within my heart, hold my hand and share Your heavenly warmth. God, why did I have to dream of such a thing? Of all dreams why am I dreaming the most miserable one? Lord I love You! Please calm me down and wipe my tears! 

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I'm crying rn so bad. I had this super bad dream and I woke up crying from it.

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It started in school where we're going to have a party after lunch. During lunch, the clinic called me in and my mother was in the clinic. The nurse talked about how he needed me to bring back something that he gave back to the clinic. So I said okay and I roamed around the clinic. But then, I heard the nurse talking bad about me; about how I'm annoying him and bothering him. I got really angry when I heard him say such things, and my mom told me what he said about me too. Since I was in a bad mood, I was angry about it until 12:45. 12:45 is when I decided to get my medicine (the one the nurse wants me to bring back.) So I went to my house and I had to rummage through my adidas bag, and I found it. There were 5 circular medicine that colors were one color from the rainbow. So I got out but I got carried away and I went to a boutique. There were other kids who were stressed out and wanted to go home, or were waiting for someone. There were people with amazing fashion and we complimented them as they walked out of the door. There was this beautiful trans woman who I accidentally referred to as "handsome," and told me she preferred to be called "pretty." After that, I insisted the other kids to come with me to another party (not my school's.) They looked hesitant to follow m, but they still followed me. We went to this white mansion place with purple lights and we danced and partied. I also met 1 friend and 2 classmates. I told them about my problem that I needed to go back but I don't want to. They told me to chill and just party with them. The party then ended, so we went on the sidewalk to commute through tricycle.

In the party, I made 2 friends. I remember only one name though for one girl. Her name was Claviana and its like her and my other friend I met were dating. Its like they were lesbians. She's a fashion designer and her girlfriend is a musician. I got along with both of them, but soon all my friends and the people I partied with left by commuting and I was left alone.

Then, my mom came and picked me up by commuting in a tricycle she found (not by my sidewalk though.) So we rode it. We went up a really high hill that went in circles, like those spiral things gumball machines would have when the gumball goes down. We went up, until the driver harshly used the breaks then me and my mom fell. The driver? There was actually no driver. He disappeared and I don't have any memory of him in my dreams.

We fell roughly on an island. The waters were filled and infested with crocodiles. I cried and I cried and I cried. I cried so much I started crying in real life. And then, my mother prayed to God. She read a prayer I wrote. And then, she hugged me and told me that she'll help lift me up back to the road and that she'll be left alone here in the island. The dream ended there and I woke up crying.

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I think a demon tried to attack me. Demons can attack through dreams by turning it into a nightmare. I think the demons are very visible throughout the story. One of them was the one riding the tricycle and they're invisible. The two of them are the girlfriends because I felt suspicious by them, especially the musician one. And another demon was the nurse, who said bad stuff about me that hurt.

I just confessed 2 days ago, and I think Satan is targeting me. He thinks I'm a threat because I'm closer to God. I have to let him know that the Lord will forever be in my heart and my mind and He'll always be with me throughout my daily life.

(PRAYER FOR PROTECTION)

O Lord, your strength is great. You're the most powerful, the most caring, the most compassionate, and all that is good. I ask of You to protect me from the minions of Satan and Satan himself. Please strengthen my heart with Your Word so that I may not give into him and so that I may not lose You. I'm afraid to lose You, Father. I dread losing You and I dread the absence of You. Guard my mind and soul, O Lord, with Your holy angels and Your powerful hands since I belong to You and only You. No demon shall get to me when I am with You. Amen.

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If you're also facing bad dreams, I pray that God will protect you if there are any evil spirits harming you. You can pray the prayer I wrote or make your own.