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ITS FUCKING BACK AFTER A WEEK OR TWO NOW I GET TO SHARE MY HORRIBLE ART HERE THAT NOBODY GIVES A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
made of fleash and gore turned brimstone with disgust in breath, death on teeth and stink in taste fleshy and unsavory consumption forcibly or willingly my own legislator, enforcer, judge and executioner I am my own. only I suffer from my decisions only I suffer from my own incompetence for I, and only I, can bring about a new page » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Sometimes I feel the need for a restart of every action and every interaction I've ever done or had. I spend a few minutes in a day stuck on the single thought of "what if..." and then I move on, as putting myself in a depressive state will not do me any good. my mind keeps regressing to these thoughts, in all honesty its a bit pathetic yk, sitting on your own thoughts and being depressed by your... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i hate it with a burning passion, i want to be seen and known yet each chance i get, i manage to fuck it up beyond repair. people scare me, not because they might harm me physically but because they might reject me. i want, i so want but i keep refusing myself it. each time, each and every fucking time. » Continue Reading
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i hate how my own existence can be summed up by numbers, it removes all that makes me who i am as an individual and others too. to turn ones own life into simple fucking digits is pathetic on a cosmic level. » Continue Reading
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time passes pretty freaken quick and its pissing me off, i mean i turned 18 this year and im already drinking to keep myself from thinking too much about how much time i have on this shit hole of a planet. i feel the need to distract myself constantly with either smoking, drinking or music. i miss having a peace of mind and not having to worry about anything, not school work, not about where im go... » Continue Reading
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Sinking deeper into introspection With every ideation, a loose cannon explodes Leading one to think of only ash and gun smoke Merrily and almost uncaring in it's way » Continue Reading
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Burn and flicker in air As Sticks of wick begin to melt Sending a drip down the pan While withering along each breath It's death unbeknownst to itself » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Filling in empty space on a time sheet that serves no importance » Continue Reading
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Misinterpreted and highly disfigured She sits and pulls at strands Each touch agonizing as the last As hair begins to fall apart Am I pretty enough? Does this color suit me? Do you like it? Do you love me more? » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Condensed regurgitated meals Spread across the floor Leaving in place, fat and insecurities As the ribs expand And the mind clears » Continue Reading
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