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may 5. 2025

been rough lately. kinda not taking my ritalin at all n im meant to take 3 a day n ive taken one in two weeks. im so unproductive its stupid. i think this weekend i wanna get some stuff cleaned up bc apparently i have an inspection next week kms.

after hearing nothing n feeling so badly abt this shit w cam she messages me td to ask if i heard her in the elevator n just says ah ok when i didnt. i dont know what im meant to say. she came off very weirdly n genuinely mean. i went on med leave n she never even asked if i was ok, just offered to get me something from walmart which i dont need bc if she bothered to ask why i was off shed know i was capable of functioning just not working.

why didnt i say anything whatever. after so long of being ignored to my face when i talk. everyone saying things that rnt true. talking abt ppl i like as if ive been in a fight. i just dnt wanna talk abt my life unless someone is willing to ask.

i mean i wish i knew how to spin that message into a situation where i could make things be more normal but i just cant. i wish she would just apologize for saying shit like that n acting like this towards me but i cant ask for that. it would just start another fight.

wtv im sad as fuck lonely as fuck no one cares who said they did n i cry 7 times a day.


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