july 28. 2025

BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY

i had a lot of fun w my friends and had such a good day. im shocked at who didnt tell me a happy birthday but i also expected it. 

im taking today as part of my extended bday celebration and playing games drinking beer n ignoring the dishes and laundry. tmw i start prep for my month away that i sorta just learned about but im excited for. i have ppl who live w me to watch my cats. it will be nice to finally have something different going on for myself and a change of pace. 

had a dream that someone im seeing is cheating on their partner w me, super realistic and i didnt like what i saw. felt like a premonition or a warning and after the way things have been going im wondering if i just cut my losses and pack up??? 

how much turmoil is something with no longevity actually worth???

im really frustrated. but its fine.