unproductive (26/01/25)

i did absolutely nothing today except for watch world's strictest parents and eat a quesadilla. like literally nothing. i left my room twice i think and 1 was to make the quesadilla. anyway i have a constant need to steal my mom's cigarettes and i've never even smoked before. i think it's less of the nicotine craving and more of a need to feel something and the adrenaline rush from stealing. i steal from my mom a lot and i'm not proud of it but it's literally so easy and she nver notices and like it's just fun yk. i think it's good i never leave the house cuz if i did i would turn into a klepto. like more of a klepto than i am now. anyway thanks for reading about my concerning habits.

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