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this is my closure
Category: Life
I know what i went through was traumatic. I don't need anyone else's permission to call it that. I was a child. 13-14 waking up to something deeply violating happening next to me. I was frozen and alone. Experiencing the thing i viewed as darkest right next to me. Not because someone labeled it for me, but because my body and mind felt it. I lived it. I am forever hurt. Especially for people, my f... » Continue Reading
Someone anyone comment. I need to know if this is a valid problem :/
Category: Life
Im noticing cycles in my life continue to repeat themselves and those patterns happen and cause identity struggle for me. I'm often mischaracterized and taken for granted and it shakes my sense of self i constantly question who i am in the eyes of others. I do and don't care, and it confuses my brain. I try to take responsibility for my experiences because i know if they keep happening im responsi... » Continue Reading
Do we accept the love that we deserve?
Category: Life
I've gotten to thinking about how we've evolved as people. In the past almost 30 years we've evolved so quick. When email became a thing Carrie from SATC had said is this our future? Do actions speak louder than words from hear on out? It feels weird hearing that now being from the future. Because her question was valid. Words do speak louder than actions ever since technology came forth. Back the... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I'm scared. With all that's going on in the world I forget that the possibility of the end is real. Our whole lives were just waiting for something to happen. Were waiting to get our first kiss, our first love, our first relationship. The idea of a first car or job or even graduating highschool is the whole first half of our lives. It's worrying about these things constantly. But what happens if e... » Continue Reading
Without me
Category: Life
Yesterday I found out that my teacher died. My spanish teacher. In a way it holds a lot of importance. She's the only teacher I think i'd ever remember long term i think i'd remember her for the rest of my life. Not only did so many things begin in her class my freshman year of highschool but since hearing it's all that has been on my mind. I met my first boyfriend in her class. I'm a senior now. ... » Continue Reading
Im gonna write in this as if it were my diary
Category: Life
I've felt apathy for so long that it's weird because im feeling that maybe I don't have to feel that way anymore. It's strange because I've been unhappy for so long that I thought that it would be easier to continue feeling that way and in a way being sad is comforting listening to sad music on your rides y'know small things like that. But I have felt happiness before and being sad was so comfort... » Continue Reading
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